~friday~
*song for the chapt; happy pills - weathers*
*i take my pills and i'm happy all the time, i'm happy all the time, i'm happy all the time. love my boy but he ain't worth the price."
~
daniel stared out of his window, a blank look on his face. he was unbothered, his head in his hand.
he watched as cars drove by slowly, cautious onto not harming kids. he listened to anna, jeff, and keri frantically get ready to head to the restaurant.
he taps his foot, impatiently waiting for them to leave.
he waits a few minutes until he hears keri yell from down the stairs. "daniel, we're heading out to dinner now, do not invite anyone over, especially not that boy toy of yours!"
daniel nods as his eye twitches.
"yes mother!" he responds, heading to his bathroom. he grabs the bag, opening it up. his eyes frantically scan over the bag, making sure he has everything.
his letter, his murder weapons, his water. he nods contently to himself once he realizes he has everything. he smirks and grabs the bag, heading downstairs.
he glanced out the window. his family had left, leaving him all alone. he catches his bottom lip between his teeth, slipping on his shoes.
daniel takes one last look at the house.
"goodbye." he whispers before quickly leaving.
♪
daniel approaches the bench, thanking whatever gods there are for the fact that nobody happened to be watching the sunset on this evening.
he sits down quickly, watching the colors of the sunset change. he swallows a lump in his throat, slowly opening the plastic yellow bag.
he grabs the bottle of water and the already opened box of sleeping pills, popping the white pills out of their enclosure in the box. he dumps them into his hand, shaking slightly.
why is he scared?
he shouldn't be - right?
suck it the fuck up daniel and do it, it's not that hard!
daniel screamed out in frustration. it's funny. that's the last scream anyone would ever hear from the boy.
he quickly through his head back, dumping the pills into his mouth. he quickly unscrewed his water bottle, dumping the water into his mouth.
he sat back and relaxed against the bench. he doesn't know when it happened, but he had started crying.
all the pain he had ever felt was being washed away. everything was slowly slipping away. his reality, everything.
pain surged through out his slim, unhealthy body.
as time passed, so did he. breathing became hard. his body was in intense, non-stopping pain.
he became hot as black dotted his vision. he was limp. he couldn't move. everything was fading.
this was it.
he had officially lost his mind.
soon enough, darkness overcame his body. he was gone for good. there he sat, alone on the bench.
they sky continued to changing colors. it turned a light blue and purple, the color of his cold skin.
his head hung backwards off the bench. he's a goner, nobody was there to catch his breath.
it's funny, really.
this could have all been avoided if he just took his pills.
~
a/n
UNMOTHERFUCKING EDITED
fuck this is so poorly written im so sorry shank me in the gallbladder will ya?
there's maybe 1 or 2 more chapters?1?1?
anyways, until then, keep doing ya thing, b.
love you!!
