Colby Brock X Reader

chapter 4

(Y/N) POV

So Colby asked me to be his girlfriend. Wow I just never would have thought a fan like me would ever be dating the Colby Brock. I'm glad I listened to his quote Take Chances because if I hadn't I wouldn't have started Youtube or even met him and the guys. I realized I was still at the trap house and went to go get Colby. He was in his room then saw me walk in and looked up from what he was doing and smiled. He said hey what's up babe? I said hi back to him and said would you wanna come over to my apartment for a little or spend the night, I need some clothes. He laughed at the last part and said sure. He grabbed a few things and we went downstairs to leave but Sam stopped us. Sam asked ooo where you guys going. I laughed a little and said i'm going to my apartment and I asked if Colby wanted to come so yeahh. Sam nodded his head and told us goodbye. We got in my car and Colby asked can I play some music? I shook my head yes and he plugged in his phone to the aux cord and started playing I write sins not tragedies by panic! at the disco. I looked at him and my mouth dropped. He laughed at me and said you like panic? I yelled YES OF COURSE I DO! We laughed again and started screaming the lyrics. OH WELL IMAGINE AS I'M PACING THE PEWS IN A CHURCH CORRIDOR AND I CANT HELP BUT TO HEAR NO I CANT HELP BUT TO HEAR A EXCHANGING OF WORDS i love you, i love you too WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WEDDING WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WEDDING SAYS A BRIDESMAID TO A WAITER AND YES BUT WHAT A SHAME WHAT A SHAME THE POOR GROOMS BRIDE IS A SHHHH I CHIME IN WITH  HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF CLOSING THE GOD DAMN DOOR NOOO!! (sorry) We sang the rest of the song and we arrived at my apartment and went in. Colby looked around and said wow your place is nice. I smiled and said thanks. I told him he could sit down on the couch while I changed, he just nodded. I went in my room and looked in my closet for something to wear since I was still in what Colby gave me. I just put on a (f/b/s favorite band shirt) and some ripped jeans. As I was putting on my shirt I felt a pair of warm hand wrap around my waist. I jumped a little and said Colby you scared me! I felt him smile into my neck and he said sorry babe. I turned around while putting on my shirt and said its okay babe. but can I keep that hoodie you let me wear? He smiled and said sure. I kissed him then he said I wanna get to know you more. I smiled and said me too but what do ya wanna know. We started asking questions back and forth and finding out what we had in common besides Youtube, I even learned more about him than I already knew like the stuff you don't see on camera. I asked what made you fall in love with me? He blushed and said well when I first saw you I just knew I would like you, your'e so beautiful (y/n). I just automatically fell in love with you. I was going to try to get to know you before I asked you out but I didn't want anyone else to steal you from me even though you weren't mine yet. I just love you (y/n). I was almost in tears at this point because honestly I hadn't had a boyfriend before that actually cared about me like this. I said I love you too Colby I always will. can you just promise me one thing? He nodded and asked what do you want me to promise you? I said well you might not want to but another thing you should know about me is that I have Athazagoraphobia which means the fear of being left. Everyone I have dated which isn't many have left me and I guess you could say I have a hard time trusting people now so can you maybe promise me you won't leave me? Colby looked sad and said (y/n) we haven't known each other long or have even been dating long enough yet to know if this is right, but I feel like we will work out so yes I promise you I won't leave and if we ever have a fight about something i'll make sure to work it out with you. I started to cry a little bit and Colby could tell so he embraced me into a hug and rubbed my back. I said into his shoulder I hope to be with you for a long time Colby. He said me too babygirl. I smiled into his shoulder and hugged him even tighter. I sat up and looked at him then said do you wanna spend the night? He said yeah but can I take your car to go and get some clothes because I don't really wanna sleep in skinny jeans. I laughed and gave him my car keys. He walked out to my car and drove to the trap house to get clothes and stuff. About 25 minutes later I heard a knock on the door and opened the door to Colby. I pulled him by his shirt into my room and made out with him. (well that escalated quickly) He pushed me up against the wall and continued our make out session. He took off his shirt and I gave him a look than took off mine and went on the bed. He started to take off his pants and I said wait. He looked at me and I said I'm not really ready for this right now. (oops lol) He gave me a look and laughed a little then said so you were just gonna be a tease. I laughed and said well um yeah. He shook his head and smiled then said wow (y/n) your lucky I love you. I said wow Colby I love you too, but who said we wouldn't do it at all. I just said not right now so maybe in uh a few weeks. He smirked and said hmm deal but in the mean time we can do this. He kissed me again and cuddled up next to me. My head was in his chest and I just smiled. He kissed me on the head and then got up to change into something comfy for bed and so did I. I almost forgot that we were even in normal clothes. We went back on my bed after changing and cuddled again then fell asleep.