Blame the Child: Mindcrack Fanfic

Chapter 7: It's Time To Face The Music

I sobbed. I made a mistake. I mistake I couldn't make disappear. I'm a mess. I'm a useless piece of shit for a girlfriend. Why was I born to exist. After another fifteen minutes I was able to calm myself down. As I did, Blame walked through the door. "Hey, I got the stuff." He said bringing the bag into the kitchen. "I need to go back..." I mumbled. "What did you say?" He questioned continuing to put the fruit away. "I need to go back to Canada, Blame." I said loud and clear. "What do you mean? What about the plan?" He said turning towards me. "He knows Blame... I made the mistake of trying to call Beef during the day... And Etho answered." I said, tears coming back. "Hey, it's okay... You'll be okay..." He said sitting next to me. "Blame.. I-I didn't ever want-" He cut me short. "Hey, don't even start. This isn't your fault and don't worry, Jordan. Nobody will hate you. The fans will still love you and even if the Mindcrackers end up hating you, well you got Pause, Beef, and me. Remember that we will never hate you." He said grabbing my hand. "I'll find you a plane ticket, you can go pack your things." "Blame please come with me... I can't-I can't." "It's fine I'll come home with you." He said. I went to my room and just stared. My laptop was open, glowing with fan art from my fans. They had been so supportive.... If only they knew. I had a few Mindcrack posters hung on the walls. They helped me to remember the good times. Then my old clothes from when I wasn't pregnant. They reminded me how much of a slut I was and still am. I truly am the girl I thought left me. I remember those years. I pretended not to know Mindcrack. I always said it was my little sister that made me come to meet them. I always loved them though. I pretended to go there and be the girl I'm not. I was the drunken party girl that the guys loved. They never new the real me... They never knew who I was. Maybe it's good that they didn't know, maybe it's not. "Just pack.... Don't remind yourself. Don't bring back the past." I told myself. How could I not though? I have to face it. I have to tell them. I have to tell Etho. I have to face the music I created.

Days Later...

I opened the door to my house. I walked in to the pristine living room. I forgot how much I loved my home. "Welcome to my humble home." I said turning on the lights. "What's your plan now?" Blame asked. "Go to my bedroom don't come out until I really need you. I want to try facing him alone." I said. He obeyed and went to my bedroom. I texted in the Team Canada group chat, "I'm home...." It was so scary knowing that they now all knew. At least I had back up with me. After an hour the door opened and he entered. "Oh! Didn't expect there to be a slut living here!" He yelled. "At least I haven't had ten different girlfriends..." I mumbled. "Oh and you compare that to this! At least I didn't fucking cheat on them!" He screamed. "And what I find out seven months into your fucking pregnancy?!? Maybe you should've gotten an abortion and let it go!" He said so coldly. "You know what? Fuck. You." I said standing up. "Fuck me? How about fuck you, Jordan. I loved you. I would've given my life for you, yet you still went and slept with fucking Blame?!?" He screamed. He began stepping towards me with rage. "You could've slept with me, that could've been my child, and you could've had a great life, but instead you decided to be a bitchy slutty whore." He said so... I don't even know. "Yeah, I could've... I could've Eli.... Then I would be a single mother with a kid you wouldn't even care about..." I said with the same tone. "I would actually care for my fucking kid! Unlike someone who couldn't even care about them self. You let yourself go and I saved you from that. Don't you remember? I brought you into the Mindcrackers' lives." He said pushing me back words now. "No you didn't.... I know the other side of you. I never understood why I let you take me into your shitty life and I didn't just wait for Blame." I said pushing him away. Then.... He not slapped me... He back handed me.

Beef's POV

I opened the door of Jordan's house to a shocking surprise. "WHAT THE FUCK, ETHO!!!!!!!" I literally screamed running to Jordan's side. Pause then also ran in and just stared at the scene laid before him. "Oh... My... God...." Blame said as he stood in the hallway door. "I-I didn't mean-" I cut Etho short. "Fuck you Etho! I told you for the sake of the truth! I didn't mean for you to fucking backhand her!" I flipped out at this point. "Fuck..." She said so small. "What? What is it Jordan?" Blame asked kneeling by her side. "I-I think we may have a child on the way...." She said wincing. "What?!? That's impossible! You only just cleared the eight month mark." I said looking at Blame then back down at Jordan. "You don't think it's possible...." Pause said in a mumble. "It's possible. She better go to the hospital just in case." Etho said so quietly. "How would you know?" I questioned. "Even you don't know me to the full truth, Beef." Etho said with the most depressed face I've ever seen. "God damn it! Can we just go already!" Jordan yelled wincing in pain again. "Let's go..." Blame said grabbing her hand. I grabbed her other and carefully pulled her up. "Pause get my car running." I said throwing him my keys. "You'll be fine, Jordan." Blame said in a soothing voice. "Just get me to a damn hospital..." She moaned. "Blame, take her and hold her steady." I ran down the side walk to my car. "Pause get in back! Blame bring her here!" I yelled to him. "Come on Jordan. Let's get you to the hospital." I heard Blame say to Jordan. "You're going to be fine. Hold on for a few more minutes." Blame said before him and Etho jumped in back along with Pause. "Are we ready?" I asked looking at the other guys. "Just fucking drive!" Pause yelled. "Okay, just making sure." I said before I put the car in gear and drove as fast as I could to the hospital.

Okay.... It's getting more intense! I'm thinking that the next chapter will be the official last chapter and then I may do a chapter just explaining the after math. Anyways hope you are enjoying and Peace