love is a thugs losing game

the break

keke P.O.V

damn i fucked up im just sitting here with my head in my hands and i know men supposed to be strong but ive broken down in tears man she was everything and i treated her like shit. stacy walked in with a big smile and broke my train of thought "well who needs her anyways." she says pissing me off "WHO NEEDS HER? WHO NEEDS HER? SHE IS HOLDING MY CHILD  NO I MEAN CHILDREN IN HER STOMACH I LOVE HER SHE IS MY EVERYTHING I WAS GONNA MARRY HER YOU DONT UNDERSTAND." I yelled while pulling out a small box with a rring in it and crying even more. "im having your child to maybe you can marry me i love you with everything in me." she said like she was crazy "BITCH GET THE FUCK OUT I HATE YOU YOUR JUST A HOMEWRECKING HOE AND I COULDNT CARE LESS WHAT YOU DID WITH THAT THING IN YOUR BELLY BECAUSE I KNOW IT AINT MINE YOU THINK I DONT KNOW BOUT YOU AND JERMAIN BITCH BYE." i yelled in rage.POW. she had slapped me in my face dis cray bitch "DONT EVER TALK TO ME OR OUR CHILD LIKE THAT AGAIN YOUR SO SELFISH ACTIN LIKE A CHILD YOUR A MAN YOU MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS I DIDNT FORCE YOU TO HAVE SEX WITH ME YOU MADE A DECISION TO YOU MADE THE DECISION TO KISS ME SO DONT ACT INNOCENT LIKE IT WAS ALL ME." she yelled with tears burstin out her eyes as she walk down stairs i followed her and said "listen im so-." she cut me off "no im sorry for ever giving you a chance and caring for you bye." and with that she left tomorrow were finding out what the sex of the babies are so im heading over to laurens place in the morning so we can talk and find out what the twins are gonna be im so nervous.

lala P.O.V

i sat in my bed thinking bout what just happened as my phone started vibrating and one of the babies kicked.

*start of call with jermain*

jerman: hey bae

lala: hey boo

jermain: what happened you dont sound so good

lala:nothing me and keke got in this fight but im trying not to get to stressed because its not good for the babies

jermain: your pregnant?

lala: yup twins and im five months

jermain: damn what is the sexes

lala: not sure im finding out tomorrow

jermain:oh well i gotta go call you tomorrow

lala: wait

jermain: what happened

lala: whose phone are you using

jermain: its mines i got a new phone today

lala: oh ok bye boo

jermain: bye bae love you

*end of call*

i tried to go to sleep but the twins kept kicking me its like both of them were doing it at the same time so i turned on the tv and eventually they stopped and i fell asleep.

*next morning*

knock knock knock

i get up to look who at the door and i see keke ugh why he here like the appointment aint till a couple hours its 7:30 a.m and it dont start till 3:30 pm. i see him whit flowers and breakfast and me and the babies hungry but i dont wanna answer cuz i dont want him thinking he good to go but damn i need something to eat. fine i will let him in. i opened the door and he tried to kiss me but i dodged it wit my hand took the food and said what not letting him in yet. "we gotta talk." he said laughing a lil bit "bout what? aint nothing to talk about yo ass went around cheating on me while im pregnant with twins twice. i think i sumed it up so. bye" i said while closing the door but of course he aint let it close and pushed it open "just let me in." he said whinning "no my brother is still sleeping and im watching him till my mom get home and you not bout to destract me." i said "you know i like it when you play hard to get lil mama i just wanna do something to you right now damn you so fucking sexy even with that belly baby lemme make it up for you by hitting it so hard you scream my name to the whole world." he said grabbing my ass i rolled my eyes even though i was getting wet as the ocean and wanted him to fuck and said "boy come back later for the appointment." "nah." he said picking me up moving me away from the door and coming in while closing the door i slapped him then put the breakfast in the microwave to get heated up. "damn babe i dont get no thank you." his dumbass said "ummm for what." for buying yo fat ass food." he said laughing "hell nah i deseve dis after what you put me through." i said rolling my eyes. "babe listen im sor-." hell nah i wasnt gone let him get in speech mode for whaat i already know what he gone say sorry i love you your everything if i was everythig why the hell he cheated? "no hush im done wit yo lame speeches im done with you as a relationship you being around is strictly for the purposes of the babies becaus they need a father and not a fake dad that they call uncle i mean they own blood." i said making it clear and eating "damn i ne-." "what you need me shoulda thought of dat before you fucked her and shoved your tounge down her throat." i said with attitude "fine whatever. ill be back at 3 for the appointment." he said leaving and slamming the door behind him. what he slamming doors for like i dont give a flying fuck if he mad he is such a baby sometimes. at 2 my mom finally came home and i told her everything that happened last night while bursting out into tears and she rubbed my back and said its gonna be just fine pumpkin and i cheered up quick i love my mom so much she always finds a way to turn my frown upside down but then i remember the appointment and jumped up to get ready by the time i was done keke had arrived ididnt wait for him to come in and greet my mom cause she would be really mean to him so i walked outside. i got in the car and its like thecar was filled with sadness and i looked at keke's red eyes so i know he was crying "what happened." i said in  caring tone "i really fucked up man i love you with everything in me and i cant blame you for giving up on me." he said trying to hold the tears back by gripping the steering wheel and clenching his jaw "hunny i havent givin up on you but we do need a break you need to know what you want and how much you want it . ok?" i said wiping his tears "ok." he said loosening his grip and loosening his jaw. we arrived at the place hella excited to see what where having. we been sitting in the waiting room for about five minutes when she called my name and keke name. she put some bluish clearish cold gel on my belly and put the xray thingy on it. "do you guys want to know the sex of the ba-." the doctor said before i cut her off "yes." i said anxiosly "ok." she said sounding annoid she moved the xray thing around on my belly "ok do you see this little angel right here." we nodded our head yes "that one is a boy." i smiled and held keke's hand "and this one right here is a..........girl." ahhhhhh yes a boy and a girl i got up and jumped up nd down with the gel still on my belly. and out of habit i kissed keke oops