love is a thugs losing game

He not there for me

I'm nine months preggers now ugh I can't barely move I wanna get these two out the doctor said they should be coming any day now. I haven't talked to keke since that ridiculous argument which was 4 months ago. he is so childish but anyways my new boo jamari is coming over and the first thing I told him bout before we became an item was the Hakeem thing because we don't want a recap of what happened wit keke. He was pretty shocked but he didn't take it to an extreme like keke. we haven't even talked bout the babies at this point I think they gone be growing up without they're real dad but Jamari is here with me so I ain't scared I know ima be the best mom ever with or without keke. my phone started ringing and it was keke it's the first time we've talked in 4 months.

*start of call*

Keke:hey

Me: uhh hey

Keke: can we talk face to face

Me: sure when

Keke: can I come over now

Me: no my boyfriend coming over soon

Keke: oh ya Jamari

Me: how'd you know

Keke: don't worry bout it

Me: fine wateva when you wanna meet up

Keke: tomorrow at 8am I'll swing by and we can go out for breakfast

Me:ok see ya then

Keke:ya lala

Me:ya...

Keke: I love you

Me: I-i .....love......you too

Keke: bye babe

Me: bye

*end of call*

I couldn't believe it he still loves me I really like Jamari but I love keke and I'm having his babies so might have to break it off with Jamari I still wear my ring from keke but Jamari don't know keke gave it to me I told him my "daddy" gave it to me I know that's wrong but I still very much love keke and I couldn't give up

*next morning*

I hear a knock on my door and look down at my phone and see I have 3 missed calls from keke and 2 text telling me he on his way so wake up. oops it was the babies they tired 😔

I brushed my teeth real quick while texting him that ima open the door in a sec I let him in and he laughed "what?" I said confused " I miss seeing u first thing in the morning." "mhmm ya ya ima go get ready I should be done in about an hour." I said walking down the hall "an hour damn hurry up." he said sucking his teeth "hush." I said laughing I washed my hair and blow dried it then flatironed it after that I threw on a loose shirt black shirt with some black leggings and some gold and black sandles with a gold Rolex a gold chain and some gold hoop earrings last I tied my black bandana in my hair and walked out with my black and gold purse "ok I'm ready." I said walking out "ok let's go." keke said grabbing his keys and phone and heading to the car