Morning! Mornings can be nice but I typically hate mornings. I'm not a early bird. I prefer the night. I love the cool air and the stars shining bright and the beautiful moon. But today I actually feel good. I guess it's because I know I made a friend. Friends can change your whole outlook on the world if you let them. Some friends are bad and you don't realize it until it's to late but some are good and make you happy. I'm fortunate enough to have a good friend that makes me happy. Our little conversation yesterday helped me realize that we have things in common and we understand each other and each others struggles. Just because he looks perfect doesn't mean he is perfect.
I go about my morning routine with taking my kids to school and going to school myself. I'm actually looking forward to it. Except math class. I'm still scared of it.
I make it to school and head inside. First is math and I'm scared of the results. I just know it's going to be bad.
"Ok class. I have looked over your papers yesterday and I am not surprised to see you all on different levels. Some of you will breeze through this class easily while others will struggle horribly." Miss erza explains with sadness.
I just know I'm one of those students that will struggle horribly. "But do not despair my students. I vow to help you succeed. Remember you may contact me at any time for help. PLEASE ask for help if you need it." She emphasizes the word help and glances at me.
I gulp and sink in my chair a bit.
Our assignments are to work in our math books. Cover to cover. The books aren't super thick and she gave us books based on our skill levels. I look at mine and frown. "Beginners math." She sighs when she hands me mine. I look inside and it's all basics and stuff you learn in grade school. I knew I was bad in math but this is just sad. I open my book and begin my work. I get a few pages in before she dismisses us. I jump up and rush to my next class. I'm eager to see what our assignment will be today!
I enter my English class and great my teacher. "Good morning professor Dragneel!" I say happily.
He turns and smiles. "Good morning!"
I proceed to take my seat and watch the rest of class file in. I start to feel a bit nervous about school. There's a lot of people here now. Some young and some old. I feel out of place with the young people and the older people look like they can be my parents. I look around and see a few people my age and I sigh in relief.
"Hello class! Today I have a special assignment. You will be writing a story based on how you feel about your future. Meaning you will write what you think will happen in your lifetime. You can write as far into the future as you like. It will be due tomorrow. I expect a minimum of two pages. There is no maximum. You may begin." He says and sits at his desk.
I see him pick up papers to grade as I start writing. I look up at him every so often. Sometimes he will smile and sometimes he will frown. I saw him wipe a tear at one point and he looked at me and gave a sad smile. He must of read mine and since we are friends it must of struck a cord with him. I continue to write.
I write about how I hope to find out what my calling is in life. What I'm meant to do. I want to be able to buy a house and a new car and provide for my family with ease. But I also want happiness. I want love. I want to wake up every day with excitement and a smile on my face. I guess my main goal is to be happy and make the ones I love happy.
"Class dismissed!" I hear him yell and everyone files out. I decide to wait until everyone leaves because I hate being that close to strangers. I gather my things slowly and start to leave.
"Y/N."
"Yes?"
"Can you stay for a few minutes?"
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In Love with my Professor✔️ (Natsu X Reader)
FanficA Love story between a college student and her Professor In the story you are a woman who has decided to try going to college again. It's always been difficult since your husband in the story is a greedy, selfish and manipulative jerk that doesn't...