FLAMES ➳ myg ✓

하나

ONE
trust

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MY EYES AVERTED towards the front door that opened. The sudden wind that blew through the entrance sent goosebumps up my exposed arms. Seoyun stood in the doorway, hesitating before entering. She walked in, immediately taking off her coat and shoes. Her eyes were droopy, drained from all her energy. As she walked towards the couch, she tightened the scarf that was snug around her neck. 

She sat down beside me, resting her head against the couch armrest. Her body curled itself into a ball, shifting occasionally to find a good position. Large waves of heat radiated from her body, leaving her completely exhausted. Her hair was tousled, her lips redder than usual. I noticed the coral tinted lip balm she applied on her lips earlier completely vanished.

"Hey, you tired?" I asked softly, reaching over to stroke her head. 

She turned her gaze towards me once I spoke. Her eyes were sucked of their natural hue. Every time she looked at me, her eyes would dance in beautiful shades of brown, enough to pull at my heart. But now, they didn't even show any sign of life.

She nodded, turning her head back to the television in front of us. I frowned, saddened at her lack of response. She always talked to me despite what mood she was in. I stared at her one last time - seeing how tightly the scarf cuddled around her neck, how fuller her lips were, the color morphing into cooler shades of blue and purple.

I stood up from my seat, making my way towards the closet. I grabbed a blanket and covered her with it, making sure she was warm. I leaned down, placing a kiss on her cheek before noticing she already fell asleep. Turning off the tv, I made my way out of the living room and towards our bedroom.

Thousands of thoughts filled my head after seeing her. She wasn't her normal self and she hasn't been for a while now. An unknown feeling churned in my heart, my brain swarmed with numerous questions. I wondered why her lips swollen or why her clothes were wrinkled even though she ironing them this morning. The doubts against her flooded my brain, no matter how much I tried to push them away. A part of me knew I was wrong, that I was simply just overthinking the situation. I refrained from any further doubts because I didn't want to create a mess out of nothing. I knew that work was tough and her questionable behavior was only temporary, that the answers to my worries would vanish soon.

I trust that she'll feel better. 

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welcome to the start of my book, flames!!

I've been wanting to write a sad heartbreak story like this so I'm excited. I've had this in my drafts for a while and I couldn't wait any longer.

The entire story is written in Yoongi's perspective which is weird cause I always write in third person omniscient haha

aLSO the jintro that bighit dropped yesterday was a masterpiece.

much love!!

~emily