How can I love?

Chapter Seven

I gasped for air as I jolted awake with a slitting headache, I glanced around pulling my legs to the edge of my bed. I was back in the apartment.......

getting up I stumble around blinking. I hoped wasn't dead like I thought she was..... I got to the door, it creaked open as he glanced around. unfortunately nobody was there but there was nothing out of place which was....ok?. 

I dragged my feet to her room pushing it open and looking inside. she was sleeping soundly under her sheets. stumbling over I sit on the edge staring at her, something didn't feel right but I didn't know why. 

leaning forward I'd study her face carefully suspicious, I noticed something. her face was different, you wouldn't notice it if you didn't focus on it. one of her eyes were more downward then the other.

I knew it wasn't her, summoning a sword I hold it up struggling to actually hold it up.... I gulp before gathering up my courage and swinging forward hitting it straight in the head.

it turned to dust a just a few seconds littering the bed in a thick sheet of dust. 

'shes really dead eh?' I thought rubbing my eyes to get the dust out. 

I had become alone once again, I sighed knowing all to well this would happen. I had a thread of hope that this wouldn't of happened but now that thought was ruined. 

I was actually more mad then anything, they killed an innocent person, it should've been me I deserved it more.....

'stupid.... why'd you have to leave me Liz' I muttered before turning around and walking away. 

 it was stupid for me to get this close to s human, I wish this didn't have to happen. 

I dressed in dark clothes slipping on a black hood lifting it over my head, I walked out of the apartment covering my mouth with a face mask she'd bought for me. I walked silently slipping past the crowd that surrounded me. 

~ A Year  Later ~ 

it was still night, nobody had noticed me as always. somebody ran past me pushing me aside as they continued running through the crowd. somebody from the back yelled 'thief!' pointing to the person who'd just came past me.

I looked over to the thief again letting out a sigh, I stepped forward and started running toward them. it wasn't long before I caught up, I punched them right in the head and they fell to the ground. I grabbed the bag stepping on the squirming person.

after a few minutes the woman caught up gasping and wheezing. I handed the bag to her and she thanked me handing me some money. I declined and grabbed the person with little to no effort. they were wearing a black hood and I honestly didn't care wither I saw his face or not.

I started walking the person between my arm.