A/n: so there's a mention of self harm I'm very sorry if this triggers anyone. so just know that your beautiful and amazing and if you need a talk my messages are open and just know your not alone.
It's summer. That means shorts and bikinis are out. Well not for me. For me it's tracksuits or jeans. My reasons are to hide my cuts. Some are fresh and some are patched over with a bump of lighter shade of my skintone. I walked towards my boyfriends trailer. And knock lightly. The door opens
"Hey baby" he smiles I smile brightly and hug him
"Hey" I whisper placing my head in the crook of his neck kissing it softly.
"Come" he shuts the door and pulls me towards the couch. We sat huddled together and his hand went to my leg. I hissed softly wincing of the pain. He looked at me confused.
"Baby? You ok?" He asks concerned I nod
"Yeah I'm fine" I reassure him
"You know you can tell me right?" He whispers i nod
"I know baby I'm fine honestly" I smile weakly I knew I wasn't ok and I think he felt it as well. He got up from the couch leaning into my leg as support I wince and bit my lip trying not to scream he kissed my head.
"Do you want anything to drink?" he asks
"Can I have a Bottled water please" he nods smiling walking towards his fridge. I get up and walk towards the bathroom shutting the door. I pull down my jeans to see the red scratches. Some Deep some light. I sigh. I was about to lift my jeans up when the door opened. Oh no I thought.
"Baby?" He asks poking his head in
"I just wan- what is that?" He asks stepping into the bathroom I start to cry
"I- I" I stutter he looks at me with sadness and confusion
"Baby why?" He asks softly
"I can't deal with this anymore. The Constant name calling or bulling by others it's gotten out of hand there isn't a day that I come home with a bruise somewhere on my body" I choke out he hugs me and we both slowly sit on the floor embracing each other
"I'm sorry" I whisper he strokes my hair
"Promises me that you won't do this. The Pain eventually goes but Scars stay forever. Please baby no more" he sobs
"I promise" I whisper truthfully I've hurt many people because of my condition.
"I love you" he kissing my lips
" I love you too"I sob
(A/n: again im sorry for the trigger❤️❤️ love you all")
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FanfictionA bunch of imagines I created #1 reggie mantle #2 malachai All rights go to the creators of the Netflix show Riverdale for the characters
