COLES POV
So the rooms are ready and we have a few clothes. Maybe we are kind of exaggerating on decorating and doing stuff earlier than you're expected to but that's how we are. We like to be ready for things. It's kind of our way to feel safe and not worried.
I just got a text from my ex Bree. I thought I blocked her and I got a new phone number. She already had made accusations of me abusing her. Even though they are not true. I never did anything bad to her. I broke up with her because we were leaving college and I had to leave to go places and we knew that our relationship would never last if we were separated for that long. She thought I broke up with her because I wanted to sleep with "hoes" but that was never true. She made accusations and bad things to me that hurt me emotionally but I forgave her and just let her be without making arguments and getting in trouble. But she is back. I don't get why she can't just freaking go and meet a new man. And make more memories like I did with Lili.
Bree
Hey what the fuck are you doing with that bitch Lili??
I don't know how to answer. Maybe I shouldn't. Or maybe I should go tell Lili. I just don't want her to feel bad or mad. I'm not going to answer and if she texts me again I'll tell someone. I hope she just stops texting and goes to mind her own business. Like what the hell is wrong with this girl??
LILIS POV
Cole has been acting kind of weird as if he was keeping a secret. What if he's cheating on me? Why would he do that though? Maybe it's me. Maybe I'm too ugly. Maybe I'm just too stupid for him. I always knew he was too good for me. I'm just a random ugly girl from Ohio. He's the most handsomest and a big celebrity. Everyone loves him. He's the best person ever. He would never want me. He probably doesn't even want kids with me. He is never going to ever to marry me. He probably doesn't love me either. I started to cry on my bed. Depression is taking over me. I'm just a useless piece of shit. I don't feel worthy to be with anybody. I mean why would I ever think someone as handsome and amazing as Cole. Cole is coming in and I wipe my tears. Even though I just had a mental breakdown I just give him a fake smile. But I think he noticed that it wasn't a real smile.
"What's wrong Lils?" He said while his smile washed down.
"Nothing." I say covering my face ask he doesn't notice that I've been crying.
"Come on tell me Lili." He said with a sad face.
"No you probably won't care." I said with a tear running down my face.
"Yes I do care baby. I want to know what is wrong so I can help you. I want to understand you more. Please tell me baby." He said putting his hand on my thigh. I just stood up and went outside to the backyard to sit on our swing. I just cried and ignored Cole. I just feel like i need to be alone for a few hours. I'm going to tell Cami if I can sleep over at her guest room.
~text messages~
Lili- Can I sleep in your guest room tonight?
Cami- Sure I mean I won't be there because I had to go out of town but there is a key under the plant.
Lili-Okay perfect thank you
Cami- wait are you having problems with Cole?
Lili- It's complicated. I'll tell you when you come back Okay?
Cami-Okay there is so good in the fridge if you want.
Lili- ok thank you so much love you
Cami- love you too Lili.
Im at Cami's house and im in my pajamas. Cole tried calling and texting me like 10 times. I honored all of them. I just need some time alone. For now.
COLES POV
Lili just ran away. She was crying. I think she had a mental breakdown. The only problem here is that she doesn't want to tell me the problem. I know she has struggled with depression and anxiety. And so have I. But we have learned to help each other with it. Maybe it has something to do with me. Maybe I did something to her. But what would it be. Just as I thought that my phone ringed. Maybe it's Betty. No it's the horrible person, Bree.
~through the phone~
Bree- hi Cole. Are you by yourself?
Cole- I'm not telling you.
Bree- why baby?
Cole- don't call me fucking baby.
Bree- oh come on I know you still wanna fuck me
Cole- shut the fuck up. I have a pregnant girlfriend. What the hell is wrong with you?
Bree- I just want you to come back to me baby.
Cole- I'm with somebody else and she's pregnant. Also I love her so fucking much. And more than I ever loved you. So shut the hell up and leave me alone.
Bree- fine but you know you can call me if you want to leave that whore and come fuck me.
Cole- shut the fuck up. Don't talk about her like that. Never speak to me again. Bye Bree
~hung up~
I fucking hate her so much. She called my beautiful baby lili a whore. She is not a whore. She is the most amazing and beautiful person ever. I hope she comes back to my arms. I just want to see my beautiful girl again. And my beautiful babies. Well baby bump.
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