Mr. Rockstar (Sk8er girl sequel)

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Niall -

Everything with Jamie has been really stressful lately, I keep thinking that she's going to leave me for Luke or Harry. Someone better than me. She said that she only has eyes for me but I saw the way she looked at both guys while they were helping her.

And what's up with that damn journal? Since when was she so into music? Today, she barely hung out with me or payed any attention because she was busy writing something down in her journal. She refuses to let me see whatever she's hiding inside it because it's personal. I bet it's her plan to get Luke or Harry to fall for her so she can leave me.

I get a tap on the shoulder and see Jamie smiling at me. "Hey, good luck." she tells me before getting on her toes and gives me a quick kiss.

"I'm going to be out there for a good three hours and that's all I get?" I ask, she laughs and wraps her arms around my neck before giving me a better kiss. She pulls away and pushes me onto the stage while laughing. The fans go wild once they see me, I smile and wave at the audience.

We go through all of our songs and say our goodbyes before going backstage and into the dressing room. Jamie was busy scribbling down something in that journal again and Mercedes was on her phone next to her.

"Did you guys watch us?" I ask before taking a sip from a water bottle. Jamie gives me a nod without bothering to look up from her journal. "Whatcha workin on?" I sit down next to her, she slams her book close and looks up at me.

"N-nothing" she stutters before scrunching up her nose. "You're all sweaty" I laugh and give her a sweaty hug before snatching her journal away. "Niall! Give it back!" she whines and tries to reach for it as I lift it over my head.

"Nope, I want to see what's in here." I pop the p before opening the front page and standing up. She groans and walks away before tackling me to the ground. I groan just as she yanks it away from me.

"It's personal, that means you're not allowed to read it." she snaps at me and gets up. "I'll be on the bus" she mumbles before heading out of the dressing room.

"What the hell is in that journal?" I ask Mercedes, who shoots me a death glare.

"That's her song book and if you had the decency to stay out of it maybe she'd show you all the songs she's written about you." she snips before standing up. "That's the reason why she doesn't want your help, because they're all about you and she doesn't want you to see them." she says before running off to the buses.

I mentally groan before getting up to take a shower and heading out to the buses. I enter the bus and hear a girl singing and playing guitar, Jamie. She sounds amazing and the guitar is really coming along, the song she's singing sounds incredible. She stops singing and opens the curtains before gives me a dirty look. Jamie walks past me and puts her journal and guitar away, she turns towards me before going into her cubby and closing the curtains in a quick matter.

"Jamie, I-I'm sorry. I didn't know those songs were about me and that you didn't want me to see them, I thought you were hiding something really important from me and I'm sorry." I apologize. I hear her scoff and I can tell that she just rolled my eyes. "It's just that you've been spending more time with Harry and Luke and you've had your nose in your journal everytime I want to do something with you. I was jealous and insecure, I'm so sorry Jamie." I try again while itching the back of my neck. She sighs and pokes her head out of her spot.

"Who told you they were about you?" she questions

"Mercedes"

"Some of them are about you and some of them aren't, you need to respect my privacy. That's like me going through your phone while you're in the bathroom. It's personal and I don't want you to see it." she tells me before sighing again. "But I accept your apology, I'm going to bed. Night" she continues.

I come over and give her a kiss on the forehead. "Good night princess, I love you"

A/N - One of the last updates before my trip! Love you guys and keep voting and commenting.

Lots of Love,

Rosie 💋