Leave me alone

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Don't make me question
Don't make me stare into empty crevices
Into dark corners i hide
Don't make me look for angels up high
Don't make me ask for hope
Light blinds me and truth makes my ears bleed
Don't make me stand up
Don't make me walk
My feet are in sand and legs two twigs much too weak
My will to move is locked away in a dumpster across the pines
Don't make me see
Don't make me think
Logic is beyond my comprehension , thoughts leave me unhinged
Don't touch me
Don't make me feel
My hands are frozen , numb my insides are on fire,ablaze , ice cold you 'll make it worse
Don't make me sleep
Don't comfort me
Demons crawl out from under my bed and congregate around me the brown of sheets is like soil , infested with worms and my empty thoughts
Don't make me smile
I can't laugh
My smile is crooked I almost grin , I smell malice on me
Don't make me eat
My mouth is sour , it's poison
Don't make me try
Don't push me
I am a grave of all I loved and destroyed
I ruin things , they rot around me
Don't make me cry
Don't make me emotional
I am detached and my brain is haywire, emotions eat me up , let me bottle them up , they spill around like stinky oil
Don't make me clean
Don't give me nice clothes
I can smell it the stench of broken dreams , failed , I failed , my failure is my stench, let me smell it , let me inhale it in
Don't make me warm
Let me be cold, cold like winter , ice cutting right through me
Don't help me
Let me be
Let me be
Go away
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Don't leave me alone.

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