So you think I'll tell anyone?
How do I even start telling it all
How do I start opening my lips to talk of the shame
The disgust, the slave that you've turned me to
How do I even master the courage to say that I've been nothing but a sex object to you?
How do I...... How do I tell anyone that I was just your scapegoat?
You expect me to talk?
How will I?.... How will I utter a word without tears choking me?
How will I even listen to myself leave alone them listening to me?
And you are expecting me not to tell anyone?
With this same mouth that I've learnt to chew your shit?
With the same the same touch that I lick your cock with?
With the same saliva contaminated with your cocktail?
Why would I choose to embarrass myself in such a manner?
And why would I even tell anyone my stinking shit?
©Lynn
