What I miss about you..

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Beside all was professor said to be sincere I didn't put to much attention anyway. Im just following Melanie movements.
Don't......Charles said in warning
What?......I said like nothing
Keep away from her......Charles said pointed where Melanie was
I cant.....I simple said and see his face change thinking looking at me
How serious is the thing between you and her?.....Charles ask me tensed
Very...excuse me!.......I said leaving the professor behind and walk to Melanie who was playing with herself
Wrong used of words....Melanie said exhaling frustrated finished feed her and giving her some palms.
Then how you described....this....I said pointed at both. She look at me suddenly thinking
Never mind....I said observing her moving my arms taking baby Melanie away
Be Careful!.....Melanie said in warning. I look strange at her
All right....relax....I said moving my eyes back to the baby who was looking at me with curiosity. I'm just move my hand and see her grab my fingers. This is getting more weird.
Even like this you always like me.....I said focus on the baby
Excuse me!.....Melanie said confused.
So small and she doesn't have idea the power she always got on me.....I said calm admiring her
Why you said those things?.....Melanie said strange.
I'm just walk few steps when I saw her already sleeping lying her gentle on her crib and look back at the other Melanie
For no reason....I simple said walking at her and see the familiar gesture on her face
I miss those gesture....I said moving my hand at my pockets
What gesture?.....Melanie ask curious
The one you always made when I'm closer.....I said amused
I don't do gesture.....Melanie said confused but stepping back
Yes you do....I said more closer lowing looking straight at her and see how her eyes wide up and gasping nervous
Like right now........

Melanie....
Is more than gesture. Is how he make me feel when he always closer like he take all the oxygen around me and I can only breath through him.
Was on your mind princess.....Logan ask standing next to me looking my reaction
Nothing....I said moving myself far from him looking for air
You lying.....Logan said between amused and frustrating
I'm not.....I said now looking at him
Yes you do.....Logan said pointed my face
How do you know?......I ask now curious. He cross his arms and look at me seriously
Easy....first you heartbeat dropping faster. Your scent changed and when I touch your hand.......Logan said taking my hand
Is sweating....easy....never fail....Logan said looking at my hand
How long we know each other?......I ask and see how he look at me with an eyebrow up typical of him
A lot......Logan simple said
Your from the future right. Your mind exactly......I said watching him interlocking our hands
Very far future and your from the present meaning my past.....Logan said seriously
You know I can reach your mind if I wanted......I said looking his gestures. Logan leave my hand resting next to me looking down.
I know but you won't do it. Because you are to scared to see how gonna be your future with me......Logan said without looking at me. Let me thinking.
Is that bad?.....I suddenly ask feeling my chest hurts
Depending how you see it?.....Logan said looking at me.
I leave his side and walk few steps thinking feeling his eyes on me. Even breathing next to him hurts..
You have 25 and almost married someone else......Logan suddenly said. Moving my hand closing the door without wake up myself and look at him.
Almost?......I ask strange trying to remember but nothing came to my mind.
At that time I make so many mistakes knowing what I was losing the last move was yours......Logan said crossing his arms looking at me. I'm just walk slowly to him reading his face. He wasn't lying. I'm facing him moving my hands at the side of his face actually doubt.
You still afraid. Your not ready princess.....Logan said trying to move my hands away
I can handle it......I said with shaking hands
You always said that but you don't need to know.....Logan said disappointed moving my hands down.
You don't want me to know......I said sad. Logan move my hands at his chest. His heartbeat faster actually nervous....him...nah
I'm agree with your father there certain things you have to learn on your own

Logan
This time it was me who was nervous. It was me who was afraid to said thing that would changed the future. A future that I already have and actually like with her. Just been here closer to her it was a big risk. I could lose everything.
Is that worry you that much. I won't insist......Melanie said looking at me crossing her arms tired
What was the last time you sleep?.....The ghost still bothering you.....I ask surprised her she just shrinking knowing the answer and the gesture.
Come here.......I said seriously. She look at me in question way.
Bite is not my thing. Just claw......I said amused
Very funny......Melanie said standing in front of me.
I can't avoid it.......I said moving my arms and bring her to my chest. Instantly she get tensed. I'm just exhaling resting my head on her.
Try to relax .......I said looking down and see her hands in a fits against my chest and trembling like a leaf.
I really make you suffered right at level you don't trust in me......I said exhaling exhausted and barely moving still holding her. Suddenly she move her head up under my chin making me gasping when her breath touch my skin
You did and even after that. I forgive you.....Melanie simple said.
Marrying someone else?.......I ask actually. I want to hear her answer after knowing how it ends.
He was there when you left......Melanie said resting her cheeks on my chest making me clenched my jaw and no said more comments about it. Released our embraced making her looking at me.
One thing.....Melanie suddenly said make look down on her.
Always make me mad about you....Melanie said a little shaking
What's that?.....I ask strange feeling her fingers on my face
I....I never stop loving you......
Those words sound like echo inside the library coming back hard on me. She could said anything to me but never words like that not to me. And I didn't waste time bringing her closer and look for her lips reacting like my life depends on her. Lifting her and move everything from the desk away sitting her listening her gasping and tight her hands on my arms.
Leaving her lips trying to breath looking at her. Her cheek blushing. Her skin cold. Her breathing difficult and nervous on my arms and those eyes totally black clueless for was coming next. I'm knowing exactly what Melanie I got in my arms the inexperienced one. Lowing my head on her ear trying to keep control over me.
What I miss about you?.........everything.......

Melanie....
My instinct never fail and the animal was holding himself with a grudge. Even right now he still holding. He care about me. See his eyes in debated. See all those emotion glowing in his eyes and his mind only....me
How much I need to wait to see all those emotions again?
Logan.......I said moving my hands on his face
Melanie....no.....Logan said trying to keep away stepping back and see him trying to breath.
If you want to be with me. Why you keep rejecting me?......I barely said feeling exposed naked moving my hands around me.
I'm not rejecting you believe me.......Logan said without looking at me.
Then what stop you. When we are closer this always happens and I'm tired. I try to forget about you that's why I was ready to accept married him. To be in someone's life that I'm feeling care. Why I can't be with someone who always thinking won't hurt me and that's was his been doing it all the time for not even let me love you. I hope your future is better without me.....I said without measure my words making Logan turning pretty anger looking at me.
Retract those words......Logan said in warning
No because is the truth.....I said firm the thing I didn't expected was happened next. He move so faster my back hit the desk opening my eyes and see his claws on each side of me and a still anger Logan breathing hard on me.
You think I don't care about your feelings......Logan said with paused
You don't have idea what I'm capable to do to keep you for myself.....Logan said on my neck inhaled hard. I'm already trembling. I'm just provoking the beast.
He take his claws away at hit next to my ear
I don't care if I'm going to hell princess but no one will take away what is mine that's including you

Charles....
The house was actually to quiet missing two three person in particular make me going upstairs to her favorite area the library but was real bring my attention was the growling sound opening the door and find very compromise my daughter from the future lying on my desk and Logan on top of her.
Can you move away?......I ask in fatherly mode seriously
No until she listens.....Logan said almost growling on her. Mean one thing let's calm the beast.
Did something happen?....I said until I saw him taking his claws moving away but nobody talk back...okay...
Are you two really together?...I ask watching Logan stepping away but was really worried me if seen Melanie almost in tears. Sitting all trembling. That's really worried me.
Logan! What really happened here ?.......I ask now more seriously
Nothing that not happening before....Logan said more calm moving his eyes on Melanie
If he like that with you!......I ask now at Melanie
No.......my fault. I'm cross the line.....Melanie said still shaking taking herself and walk at the door passing Logan side without look at him stopping.
It won't happen again.....

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