Hiya! So a quick update here. Not really sure if i like this chapter but comment below please :3
Oh and by the way i changed the cast to the right because i realized the guy i had cast for mark (logan lerman) has blue eyes not brown oops! Haha okay well just letting everyone know :)
Thanks for reading enjoy!
Xoxo
Emily
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"Talk to me vanessa!" He pleaded as i continued to put chicken nuggets on a tray completely ignoring him. I couldnt be bothered talking to him. He got me in so trouble in the last week i just wanted detention to end so i could stay as far away as possible from jason.
"Not a chance jason." I replied hoping he wouldnt press the matter.
"Why?" He asked smirking knowing exactly why.
"Because you make me so mad. This is all your fault." I answered trying to keep my cool before i hit him over the head with the spoon i was holding. As if that would hurt him at all but still.
"Yeah and i did it on purpose to." Jason responded calmly still smirking like a crazy person.
"What did you just say?" I asked ashtonished with the words that just came out of his mouth.
"I did it to spend time with you." He said shrugging.
I had to fight to keep a smile off my face because it was a sweet gesture, but i had to remember that he was the reason my life is so hectic right now.
"But i dont wanna spend time with you! Do you not understand?" I asked really confused why he wouldnt take no for an answer and move on.
"What i dont understand is why you keep lying to yourself like that. I can see it in your eyes that you want to be with me ness. So why do you keep stopping yourself from letting loose?" He asked sounding equally confused.
"You just dont understand." I said. "I cant be with you so stop making this harder on both of us and just leave me alone." I added exasperated with this conversation.
"Well explain it to me then. Why dont you want to be with me?" He asked stepping towards me with a serious face.
"Jason, just drop it. Please." I said fed up with this topic.
"Fine. Whatever." He said clearly frustrated.
I didnt feel bad though. I was just annoyed he hasnt taken my many hints and left me alone yet. I didnt want to break his heart or worse let him break mine, so the quicker he left the easier it would be.
We spend the rest of the day doing our work and pretending the other wasnt there. It was awkward at first but i got used to the feeling and just acted like i was alone. He didnt try to talk to me again, which was good for both of us. I just wanted these two weeks to be over and the six weeks left of school to hurry by so i could embrace the summer.
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I was exhausted from getting up an hour earlier everyday for the last four days. I dont think i could handle getting up at 4:30 anymore for the next week. I might actually pass out. I was late to every class because my feet dragged and never seemed to move quick enough.
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