MY FIRST LOVE

CHAPTER 19 ( Jake's prov )

Jake's prov

What the hell Jake? Why ? Why were you so nervous? Dude what's wrong?  I mentally scolded myself. Today is like my worst nightmare came true, I had to ask kate for dinner at my favourite restaurant and I hate her. Like really hate her. I entered my house, it's actually a mansion. I walked inside and saw everything kept neatly on its place, this is one of many benefits of being rich. I walked in my room and heared someone entering the front door, it has to be my brother but he is usually not home because he his on a serious breakdown which made us apart, it hurts like hell to see him like that but hurts more that I can't help him..... another reason I should hate kate. I was in my own thoughts when I heard bro 'laughing' like really laughing, wow it's been months since I have heard him laugh full heartedly... so I went downstairs and saw him talking on phone with someone. Now man my curiosity is on it's peak, I slowly walked towards him but made sure not disturb him and heared him say between his laughter " Stop.....now...I....ca....can't......breath....pl..Please" he is now clutching into his stomach. A smile automatically formed on my face and I left every ounce of curiosity let go because if he is happy then I don't care about whoever he is talking to, so I turned and started walking towards my room but bro seems to notice as he suddenly stopped laughing. I turned so that now I am facing him, I saw his expressions change from joy to anger....... I don't know why? But whenever he looks at me he gets very furious. "What the fu..." he looked at his phone and continued "What the hell are you doing here?" I frowned at his reaction but actually it's pissing me off, every minute of every single day I wish that knew what have I done to make him this angry at me? "hey... gotta go.Talk to you later Sweetheart?" He said and hung up. I think it's time for some answers. I walked towards him but he suddenly raised his hand, clench his jaw "Not. Today. Okay? Just leave me alone for God's sake. " and left before I can even protest. But it's good seeing him sober, from past few months whenever he comes home he usually is drunk and wasted. I quickly got upstairs and got dressed, I am soo pissed right now that I have no intention of being nice to that Stupid girl KATE, seeing her will make it even worse but I have to do this not because of some project but to proove Dad that I can deal with anything.