My Favorite Lifesaver (Joe Sugg Fan Fiction)

Chapter 5

So I kind of wrote this chapter months ago and so...sorry if it's kind of short and sorry for mistake!

Love you guys! Enjoy, this chapter!!!

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You know that moment when you feel like you have to do what they want you to do? That moment when being yourself isn't going to bring you anywhere. It just isn't good enough. You just want them to like you and to actually be in their good sides. You don't care even if you don't enjoy it. At least you have people who's willing to befriend you.

Growing up, that's what I do best. As you know, I'm not the slimmest girl in my area. Neither am I the most beautiful person. Imagine how tough life is for me. So the least I could do is to make people think I have something to like from my miserable life, to make them want to at least talk to me, then they can decide whether they want to stick around or ditch me after.

So having myself trapped in this...fancy restaurant is one of my way to fall in a friendship with someone. Or in this case...relationship.

A date with Caspar Richard Lee. Who would ditch? Well, maybe me a day ago or even hours ago but look at me now. I gave in. Truth is, I just want to know the feeling that they've been talking about. Those butterflies that I've never really felt before. And well...I haven't felt it yet. Maybe too soon?

"So...tell me about yourself. How did you know Joe and Zoe?" Which one should I answer? A story of myself or how I met Joe and Zoe? He's making non sense. Did I mention that he flirted with the oh so sexy waitress earlier? Maybe I don't really know anything about the whole dating things but is that even legal? To flirt with someone in the middle of your date? Anyhow.

"Well, my parents are friend with theirs and I've lived with them since I was 9 so yeah." He smiled and nodded.

Seconds of silence later, the very same waitress marched her way back with our foods, swaying her hips with her eyes never leaving Caspar's.

"Enjoy your food." She said, batting her fake long eyelashes. Then out of nowhere, Caspar sent her a wink which she replied almost immediately without sparing a glance at me.

Oh yes. How I love dating boys.

"So, how's university?" He asked me after his girl left. So, yeah, I'm in university right now. Psychology. What? I know. Shocker.

"It's going. Everything's fine."

"That's cool." Gee, this is so awkward.

I took a sip of my ice tea and decided to ask him, "What about you? How's...YouTube?"

He shrugged while sipping his coke, then looked at me. "You know. Same old." He chuckled and started with his food.

This will be a long night.

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"Are you done?" I nodded my head since I was full. He made me order 8 oz sirloin steak with a bunch of chips saying it was the best in the restaurant. And truth be told it was heaven. But I don't think I could handle anymore food in me for another week. Okay maybe hours.

"Yeah. I'm full." He actually snickered at my words and I looked at him, raising my eyebrows incredulously.

He cleared his throat before stuttering, "S-should we go?" I grabbed all my belongings and stood up.

We soon left the restaurant with, surprisingly, no word being said to the waitress.

I got into the passenger seat of Caspar's car and stared at the road ahead of us most of the time.