One-shots x Reader

Lonely-- Jack x Reader

(Y/n) Pov~~

'It's hard....'

I sigh as I feel the empty space beside me, but my eyes stuck on the door.

'To be without him when he's right there....'

The bed is cold. The house quiet, besides the shouts from a forbidden room.

'Why won't he let me be with him?'

He records all day, and too tired in the morning. He sleeps in and doesn't eat the food I make....for us. We haven't gone on a date for weeks, and I can barely recall the last time he kissed me on the lips.

I'd knock on the door, he'd tell me to go away.

I sigh as I feel my heart drop. If only I could just pick it up again, but I'm not strong enough on my own.

I look over to the ensuite, slowly walking into it. I look in the mirror and see my eyes, glassy and tears gathering. I try and hold in my sobs, my lips pressed tightly together as I throw my hands over my mouth. My face turns into a strained cringe, nose crinkled and eyes squeezed tightly.

I turn away from the mirror, and I fall to my knees. I scream up at the ceiling at the same time as I hear a scream from down the hallway.

"Why don't you love me?" I fall on my side, gripping my head and pulling my hair.

I bang my fist against the floor and sob until my hand is red.

I grip onto the shower curtains to pull myself up. When I'm fully standing I tear them of the rail and throw them across the room.

I sigh and scream again.

I turn to the mirror and glare at my reflection.

"YouR WeAk!"

I throw my fist at the mirror and smash it. The glass shatters and everything goes into slow motion. On impact the glass shatters and looks like a web, a few peices fly in my direction, I close my eyes as small shards fly past my head.

A larger peice cuts my cheek, but I don't feel the pain.

I open my eyes to see all the other peices on the sink, in the sink, on the floor....in my hand.

I grabbed a tweaser and sat on the toilet. Every peice of shard I pulled from my knuckles, I assure myself that everything will be alright.

"It's okay"
"You'll be better soon"
"Don't worry"
"You're not alone"
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"...He loves you....."

"He does." I hear from the door way. I look up and feel more tears spill from my eyes, mixing with the blood from my cut.

"J-Jack" I whimper and hold out my arms.

He rushes over and scoops me up, carrying me to the bedroom and going to sit me on the bed.
I sob into his shoulder as I feel him nuzzle into mine.

He sits me down and pulls my hand to look at the cuts. He looks back up at my face and gasps at the cut, cupping my face and rubbing away some blood and tears.

He looks me directly in the eyes.

"I'm so sorry...." He whispers.

"I'm so lonely without you" I see tears drip from his eyes as my voice cracks again.

"I'll never leave you alone again" He whisper, pulling me into his tight embrace.

"I *sniffle* missed you so much"

Jacks Pov~~

It's been an hour and (Y/n) has fallen asleep on my chest. I feel really content, having her so peacefully asleep, with my arms around her.

I didn't even stop the recording, I just heard a scream and slowly made my way down the hallway, I hear a smash and rushed the rest of the way.

I never felt so scared on my life, seeing her like that.

I look down at her and brush a strand out of her face. My heart warms when I see her smiling in her sleep.

I pull out my phone and open twitter.

'Taking a break to take care of my girl, the love of my life. She is what matters most to me and I'm taking some time off to truly show her how I feel. I wouldn't be where I am without her, and she's here without me. I need to be there, for us.'

I turn of my phone and throw it away, cuddling (Y/n) closer. I hear her sigh as we say the same thing at the same time.

"I love you~"