Beginning With Forever(A Zayn Malik Love Story)♥COMPLETE

Chapter5:The truth

I felt terrible inside. I wanted to chase after him and hug him. Or just send him a million baloons. But I could'nt. We both knew that I was popular and we could'nt be friends. I could'nt tell him I was sorry or that I was wrong.But what would my friends think?

I figured that if I just showed up at his house and acted like nothing happend, he might to. So I did.

I knocked on the door of Zayn's house. I stood there nervously with my book in my hand. Eventually, Zayn's mom came to the door.

"Hi..." She gave me a half smile.

"Is Za-" She interupted me.

"He's kind of um- busy right now sweetie, sorry. I'll tell him you came though." She went to close the door behind her.

My heart sank again.

"No  wait!" I said putting my hand in the crack of the door.

She gasped and opened the door again. "What is it sweet heart?"

"It's really really really really important." I said.

She stood there for a moment, deep in thought.

"I'll go see what I can do." She winked at me and left the door open and disappeared into the house.

I sat down on the steps. I tried to think of what I should say to him.

My head was racing and my heart was beating fast and hard. Why was I feeling like this?

I heard a noise and turned to see Zayn, standing with his hands jammed in his pockets.

I stood up. "Can we talk?"

He sighed and scratched his head. " Sure. But what is there to talk about?"

"I just-"

"You know, for a while I actually thought you kind of liked me. But, you know, you just had to make yourself look cool enough with that stupid shitty boyfriend of yours."

"What?" I said in disbelief. "He is not stupid or shitty, you're just jeleous." I folded my arms across my cheast. I was furious.

"Really? Are you kidding me? Jeleous of someone like him?" He said with anger, his face was turning red. " Well guess what? I did'nt wanna tell you this because I did'nt want you to be upset,but, now I don't even care...Ryan is cheating on you, with your so called best friend Amy!"

My heart sank even more. A tear strolled down my cheek.

He spoke again but in a whisper. " And that's not all, you are so caught up in your cocky little body of that you did'nt even realize that I liked you too."

My tears strolled down my face. Except this time, it was more like a flood.

Zayn looked at me once more and then shoke his head and headed for the door.

"Zayn..." I snobbed.

The sound of the door slamming behind him made me cry even more.

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