Beginning With Forever(A Zayn Malik Love Story)♥COMPLETE

Chapter6:Getting over myself

I cried that whole drive home. And all night long. And all the of next morning I was getting ready for school.

I spent my whole night trying to think of what I could have said to make everything better.

The truth was, Zayn was right, I was too caught up in myself. I was a jerk to everyone. I thought I was better then everyone.

The thing is,I kept lieing to myself and saying that I was crying because of  the whole situation with Ryan and Amy,but at the time I did'nt realize that deep down inside, I knew who I was really crying for.

I wiped the runny mascara out from under my eyes and did'nt put anymore makeup on. I put my hair up into a messy bun and threw on a pair of black yoga pants and a white fitted T-shirt. I was in no mood to dress cute.

"Popular" girls always dressed cute, and what I was wearing was like commiting a crime against my senior class. That was what everyone expected from me. I was like a robot, made by society.

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When I got to school later on that morning, the first thing on my agenda was to apoligize to Mr.Bursey. I had treated him like a peice of paper all year.

"Mr.Bursey..." I stood in front of his desk.

"Jasmine, I'm not going to listen to you complain anymore." He said folding his hands on his desk.

"No please just listen." I said. He gave me a confused look. "I just want to apologize for being so cocky in your class."

"Why, thank you Jasmine." He smiled. iI nodded back at him with a smile.

"Oh and one more thing, could you change my experiment partner?"

"Already done. Zayn asked to be switched early this morning." He said.

My heart fell to the floor. "Oh.Ok." I mopped to my seat, and dealed with the critisizim of my classmates."Jasmine what are you wearing?" or "The Nerds are better dressed than you today." But after the way i've been treating people, I kind of deserved it.

I opened my notebook and started writing away. Amy sat down next to me. I wanted to rip her head off, in the nicest way possible. But I wanted to wait until lunch time, when I could embarrass both her and Ryan.

Oh the joy of revenge...