Okay. So. To burn calories. Lots of people take cold baths. I'm one of them. You know how cold comes before hot when you turn the water on? well. As soon as you turn the water on. You have to keep it there. And i know you all are probably like "OMG she's such a hypocrite" because of my last chapter. But this here. This cold bath. SUCKS ASS. Okay. It sucks literal fucking ass. You're sitting in it as it's filling up, then you start to get colder and colder. Then you start shivering. Then you can't feel your legs. They've gone numb because it's too cold. You can't even take a mild bath because it won't work. You end up being like. "Oh. If I eat this half of a spaghetti noodle I'm not eating for the rest of the day OR TOMORROW" and that's not good. Cuz when you start on your recovery (well, IF you do) you end up getting a lot chubbier because your body is in starvation mode. Okay. So. None of that will happen if you don't freaking START STARVING YOURSELF IN THE FIRST GODDAMNED PLACE. Gosh.
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Anorexia/self harm. I'm screwed and you are too.
Non-FictionI don't have anorexia completely. I skipped meals here and there when I went to school. And it practically took my friends shoving food down my throat.
