{happy endings?} ~ fiction.

5.

Not long after lunch we had free time. This meant we could be within the community lounge, the outside 'garden' or the outside exercising area. I sat in my padded room. Not wanting to leave. I wanted to leave, but not physically. I closed my eyes, thinking about the safe haven. I clenched my eyes shut tight. I heard birds, the sweet sweet sound cascading all around me. I was in the forest, the trees waved as the waterfall fell. Loud splashes were heard, as the water hit against the rocks. I smiled and ran, weaving through the trees, jumping over logs and ducking under branches. "Splash, splash, the water falls." I sang, whilst falling to the floor, being surrounded in grass. "The grass so green and soft and fair." I smiled.

"Swishing left and right, as day turns to night." I screamed, the echos bouncing off the trees. I began laughing and laughing and laughing. My vision went black and I opened my eyes, the padded walls around me. Henry stood in front of me. I glared up at him. "Frankie sent me." He said to me. I blinked up at him, balling my hands into fists. "He still wants to meet tonight. If you want to." Henry said, looking at my hands and stepping backwards. I frowned up at Henry. "Why are you doing this?" I asked. Henry looked scared. "Why do you listen to what Frankie says?" I question, sitting still. He thought about it for a second. "Frankies not crazy." He spoke. I looked at him, as if he was stupid.

"He's different." He nodded. "He may be a bit eccentric. But Frankie is a a good person." He told me. I laughed. I'm going to find out. "Do you want to go see Frankie?" He asked me. I was about to reply when William appeared at the door. He looked at Henry, his eyes raging. "Out." He said to Henry. Henry looked at me, concerned. He then faced William, standing up straight. I didn't want there to be a fight. "Go." I said to Henry. He looked at me, confused. "Get out!" I screamed, pushing Henry, I purposely twitched my eye and growled at him. He fled the room very quickly. William smiled at Henry and slammed the door shut as he left. I sat on the bed.

William locked the door from the inside, using his key. He pulled the shutters closed and strolled over. He stood in front of me, as I looked down at my knees. He used his hand to tilt my face up, a smile forming on his lips. "Stand up." He spoke. I stood up. He slowly unbuttoned my overall, shrugging it to the floor. "Take your knickers off." He spoke, fiercely. I nodded and took my underwear off. "Lie down." He said, nudging my shoulder, as I sat on the bed, then laid down. "Legs up." He said, bending them up, as he quickly began undoing his trouser belt. He climbed on top of me, using the belt to strap one of my hands to the steel railing. Just like always.

He shrugged his boxers down and immediately pushed himself inside of me. I lay there, useless, as he pumped harder and faster into me. He moaned, pinning my hand down above my head, kisses planted on my neck. He looked at me, as I stared at the pure white ceiling. He chuckled and continued, his hands roaming. I shut my eyes tight. Safe haven. Safe haven. Safe haven. Safe haven. Safe haven. I willed myself to go there, begged myself. And then I did. I was sat on a rock, in the middle of the water, my feet slightly wet. The twinkling stars above me. I smiled up at it, small patters of raining falling down. It never rained here. Never. I frowned up, as the rain increased, it pounded away on my legs, as I shielded my face. "No!" I begged. "No more!" I pleaded, shutting my eyes closed tight.

I opened my eyes, finding it difficult to breath. A hand covering my mouth, tears streamed down my cheeks. "Shut up!" William growled, as he continued, his finger nails pinching into my hand that he held down. I took struggled breaths through his hand, when he eventually started to slow. His body pulsed and he trembled slightly, removing his hand from my mouth. He rolled off me, pulling his boxers and trousers up, then removing the belt from my hand. He put his belt on and stood looking down at me. He huffed as I looked up at him. I held my hand up towards him. He normally took me to the shower, cleaned me off, dressed me and then tucked me in.