Normal to have Feelings
What is so wrong with me?
What is your problem with me?
I bet you'll fall for someone next year
And when you fall for someone next year I will beat the freak out of you with words
You can't hide your emotions forever
I like you more than any other girl that likes you
Everyone who knows I have a crush on you knows that I like you the most out of every girl
So why break my heart
You know I like you the most
So why break it
You don't care for me at all but I know you like me
Friends tell me you stare at me when I look away from the pain
Friends tell me your eyes are dull until you see me
But if I was to die you wouldn't so care at all
In reality you will realize I was one of the best things you had in your life, until I'm gone from you and moved on
Just some day, I know it will happen
One day I'm going to stop liking you, stop trying to get with you, stop trying to get your emotions to pour out to me,
and you will start to like me, but I will have moved on
When you realize it was wrong to lie
You'll want me
I'm probably better off without you, but look who's writing about you at midnight right now
Me
Even though I believe we are supposed to be soulmates, I'll stop loving you
It won't hurt to tell your feelings
Or your boy friends make fun of you for actually having feelings like a normal human being
ITS NORMAL TO HAVE FEELINGS
Just telling you
YOU ARE READING
Heartbreak
PoetryTrigger Warnings: Suicide Self-Harm Depression Substance abuse Doulogy 1/2 (im sorry for these. i was in middle school)