Today Part 3
Today wasn't great for me but it was good for us
When we were standing in line for a class you were right in front of me and texted me
I said "really" out loud and we both laughed
I also took a bunch of videos and photos of you and I got you smiling
I wish you could make me smile all the time by being with you
You won't date me though
The bad part about today is that after school I found out that my friend likes you too
And I'm so freaking scared that you will like her more than me and think she's better and leave me for her
Well, you can't really leave someone you aren't with
Now that's sad and I cried from that
At least I had my best friend to be here to make me smile when you weren't there
YOU ARE READING
Heartbreak
PoetryTrigger Warnings: Suicide Self-Harm Depression Substance abuse Doulogy 1/2 (im sorry for these. i was in middle school)
