WillNE imagines💕

Fucked up past

15-August-2018
I currently live in the busy city of London with my three best friends, Will, George and Alex I had the privilege of being the friends of these wonderful boys because of the sudden success of my YouTube channel, we only met a year ago and now living together we are friends for life, not gonna lie I have always been very attracted to Will, he has always made my heart beat fast when we hug or when we all cuddle on the sofa watching movies or when we are alone, I don't know why or how but I'm pretty sure I'm madly in love with him.

But you will be thinking "why doesn't she just tell him" that's because there is another person blocking our connection, yes, Will has been dating a girl named becca (feel free to change name if it's yours) for about 4 months now, but I don't want to ruin it, although I know a hard secret about that becca girl, and that is she is cheating on Will, with my eldest brother who is 27. And no I don't have any connection with him at all, Becca doesn't even know he is my big brother. He's done some fucked up things to my family so no one has spoken to him for years, me now being 21, this happened when I was 14. No one apart from my family knows the disgusting truth, and I don't intend on telling anyone about it anytime soon.

At the moment I'm with Alex and George sitting on the sofa watching 'orange is the new black' usually we would watch it with Will also but he's on a date. My eyes were slightly dropping while my head was on Alex's shoulder cuddled close to the both of them. It was about 2am when Will came stumbling through the flat, making crashes and bangs along the way which made me jolt up to realise me, Alex and George had fallen asleep my head on Alex's lap and my legs draped over George.

"Is that you will?" I called

"Yeah" He replied sadly

I slowly got up trying not to wake the boys and headed to wills room to find him crying, when what I usually would see is him and Becca making out, I rushed towards his bed and pushed him over by launching at him so we were laying together cuddling while Will quietly sobbed onto my shoulder while I held the back of his head massaging it slightly.

"What happened Will?" I say softly

"She broke up with me, told me a dirty secret." He replied quietly still holding me tightly

"I didn't want to tell you, but she was cheating on you.-" I started

"I know" he interrupted

"With my eldest brother..."

His head jolted up to look me in the face

"What?" He said

"I have a secret.. my eldest brother Tim... he umm.. killed my mum, no one has had any connection to him in years..... and the worst part is he made me watch him kill her, that's the reason of my fears and nightmares, my horrible thoughts. I remember it vividly." I say a tear slipping from my eye

Will looked at me sympathetically

"How old was you?" He asked

"14" I replied

He hugged me tighter than ever before in his arms I felt safe, after the fucked up lives we have, like they say everything happens for a reason, and that reason can bring you to your soulmate, the one who makes you happy forever and forget about the trauma. It's fucked up when it's happening but it all happens for a reason.

Mine being I meet my world, soulmate and husband

Life will take a turn sometimes for the better or for the worst

Shit will get better.

STAY STRONG

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So I wrote this today as I'm feeling kinda down, I don't know why but I am, I want everyone to remember it will get better, and there are so many people to talk to about your problems. Don't let it get the better of you ❤️

Stay strong

~Reese🙏🏻