Forever and always

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I feel amazing. ITS THURSDAY MY DUDESSSS👑
17-August-2018

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Sitting alone... in mine and wills shared house, watching Netflix eating a load of junk.

This has become a regular occurrence for about 2 weeks now. I'm scared. Me and will have been dating for 7 years, we were only 15 when we fell in love, were 22 now. And are starting to become distant. Not gonna lie it hurts that my soulmate doesn't want to be around me. I feel empty

For the 3rd time this week will came stumbling through the door, stressed, pissed.

I look at the time. 3 am.

"Will? What time do you call this!" I yell

"Just leave it Y/N." He says and walks into our shared room.

I look at the floor getting lost in my thoughts.

Does he love me still?

Are we through?

Is he cheating?

Have I done something wrong?

Am I a shit girlfriend?

Why?

I decide that I should believe he still loves me and that I'm just tired. I get up from my position on the sofa, turn the tv off and lights and head to the dimly lit kitchen to get some water. After, I head to mine and wills room as quietly as possible trying not to wake him. I pull my hoodie over my head leaving me in my bra and some short shorts

I climb into bed next to Will and face the wall, as far away as Will I can get. I stare at the wall next to our bed, all our photos we have taken together, stupid ones, romantic, professionally done ones. So many memories of us.

I feel a warm tear run down my cheek

"Am I not good enough for you will?" I quietly whisper and tightly close my eyes. Cuddling myself

I ended up crying my self to sleep.

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I wake up at 10 am, damn I had a lay in. I turn to face Will and see his side of the bed empty, I sigh and grab my phone from the nightstand.

It's our anniversary tomorrow, he'll probably forget anyway.

I sigh again and move from my comfortable bed, walking towards the bathroom

I remove all my clothes and step into the warm shower, letting the droplets fall off my body, taking it all in.

I eventually get out of the shower and start looking for something to wear.

I go with a sidemen sweatshirt and some dark blue skinny jeans, I put my hair in two twin Dutch braids, and head to the kitchen to find a note

Y/n,

Hey baby. I'll be home later doing some things with the boys. I love you stay safe x

-will x💓

I slightly roll my eyes, he doesn't even realise I'm upset. Ugh whatever

I haven't had fresh air in days so I decide to go to Starbucks, I take my laptop, phone and earphones as I had some stuff I needed to edit, being a photographer for YouTubers and celebs wasn't a easy job, I had about 4 photos to edit. Probably take me around 4-5 hours to make sure they are all perfect for the people

I make my way out and lock everything up and text will to say I wasn't home so make sure he has a key, he didn't even see it.

Time skip ✌🏻

It was about 11 o clock at night when I decide to just go to bed and wait to see if will remembered our anniversary tomorrow hopefully the little fucker will be here for once

I stare at the ceiling thoughts floating through my mind curiously

I decide to text my brother Alex, yes ImAlexx is my brother, me and will met through him

I tell him what has been happening between us and he just says to sit down and talk to him about it ask if he's still happy.

I agree and end up falling asleep listening to music through my speakers

I wake up at 8:30 and smell pancakes I jump from my place and head to the kitchen to see Will cooking

He turns slightly seeing me

"Morning babe" he says enthusiastically

"Morning" I mumble

"You ok gorgeous?" He asks concerned

"Baby we need to talk" I say to him seriously

He looks over to me curiously and hands me a plate of pancakes we sit down and I take a deep breath in

"Are you happy in this relationship Will?" I ask him

"Yes of course baby, why wouldn't I be?" He says looking sad

"We've been so distant lately and I feel like you don't love me like before" I say looking up at him.

He looked shocked

"Baby I will love you till the end of time and I can prove that, go get changed I'll prove how much I love you." He says seriously

We were driving through the hills when Will realises we are nearly at our destination

"Put this on babe" he says and hands me a blindfold

I give him a confused look

"Just trust me" he says

I put the blindfold on as we drive for around 10 more minutes I bit the insides of my cheeks trying to track out what was happening

Will carefully helps me out of his car and drags me to a pacific place and tells me to take my blindfold off.

"Babe" Will whispers

I look towards him to see something I'd never think I'd see

Will was on one knee with a velvet box with a diamond engagement ring placed gently inside

I gasp and put my hand over my mouth

"Baby, I'm so sorry how I have been such a dick to you recently I only noticed when you seemed to be upset all the time, I'm sorry I've just been really stressed with planning all of this surprise I forgot you had feelings but would you let me make it up to you by giving me the honour of being your husband?" Will says

I choke on my tears

"Yes, yes of course Will" I say

He smiles and hugs me tightly tighter than ever

"I love you" He whispers into my hair

"I love you too lenney" I whisper back

"But I will love you forever and always" He says

I giggle and hold him close.

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Ohhh I love this one! I hope you enjoyed I love you guys

Hope you have the best day ever and stay safe

STAY STRONG 💪

-Reese💓💓

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