I take a deep breath and dive to the bottom feel the cool water on my skin. I see the bright sun so far away above the water shining down
I could just stay down here forever it's so peaceful
I could drown my pain
I could drown my memories and the sadness Always hanging over my head.
I could drown myself.
I think about it for a moment as the air slowly escapes my lungs
But then i think of my family
How could i do this to them?
I push myself up and fill my lungs with air once again
Fill my mind with the memories once again
Fill my body with the pain once again
fill my heart with the sadness once again
I didn't drown myself today
I breathe in air
I breathe in the pain and sadness and memories
I didn't drown myself
but it still feels like I'm down there looking up at the sky above the peaceful water. It always feels like water is filling my lungs instead of air
It always feels like I'm drowning.
YOU ARE READING
Pain will never end
PoetryThese are just thoughts from my head..things I've said.. some are poems about how I feel... some are just things i have typed out let me know if you like them.. or if you can relate... or if you can help me..or let me know if you need some help or j...
