Life off Camera | Nurtis | Curtis Newbill and Nathan Triska

Again?!?

Curtis POV:
Nathan hit the ground and his mom covered her face in shock. They pulled him up and started walking him out. As Nathan was walking by his mom, he got closer to her face.
"This is all your fault Mom" He then cooperated with the cops for the rest of the time to the car. We all watched as the cop car pulled away. He looked at us and then looked the other way.
"Is it really all my fault?" She went into her husbands arms for a hug.
"Well, I mean you told him you'd never support him. Imagjne how much that must've hurt to hear that from your own Mother." I turned away and started to walk inside
"Curtis" She said. I turned back around with hesitation.
"Am i a...bad mother?"
"You aren't the most supportive mother, lets put it that way" I turned back around after she nodded. I went down into Nathan's room and locked the door behind me. I threw myself onto his bed, landing on my stomach and face. I thought about everything has happened in the past 24 hours and I couldn't keep my tears in any longer than i have. I act strong around Nathan because last time I cried around him, he got very emotional too. I didn't want to upset him more than he already was yesterday and today. When I flipped over, there was a wet spot from me crying. I sat up and leaned against his wall. The sun was halfway down. I stared at it until it was fully down. It felt only like a couple seconds but after i checked the time, it had been around 25 minutes. I knew I wouldn't get much sleep tonight so I decided I should probably edit my new youtube video. I unzipped my bag and pulled out my laptop. I opened the necessary programs needed to edit. The second I pulled the first clip up, I lost my mind. It was Nathan's contagious smile and after that his adorable laugh followed. I slammed the computer shut and just stared blankly out the window again. I wonder how long Nathan will be in for because I can't do this for long. I can't live without him, he's my entire world. A let a tear slide down my cheek and fell off, seeping into Nathan's sheets. I had to distract myself, so I decided to go live on musically. My eyes were puffy and red, I was hoping no one would really notice.
"Hey guys" My voice was shaky and I was breathing heavily. Most comments were
'Are you okay?' or 'Where's Nathan'. The thing is people probably just assumed I was crying because of the leaked picture, but I wasn't, they don't need to know that though. I couldn't tell them where Nathan actually was, he might lose fans or some shit.
"Guys Nathan went shopping with his mom" I felt bad for lying the second those word came out of my mouth. I broke down in front of everyone, my eyes looking like i had an allergic reaction. I pressed 'End' without even saying bye or anything. Court for Nathan is tomorrow and I have to speak, so hopefully they let him go, if not, he's in there for a little while. I can't live without my boy though.

I'm sorry i haven't been posting, i've been on vacation

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