Dystopia {GXG}

my last resort

WARNING MATURE CONTENT.

I wake up the next morning to find the house empty, my mum not there. I check room after room but something tells me to open my mums door, I check in there and she isn't there either. I open her wardrobe only to...

Find it empty.

I walk over to her Wardrobe storage and open every draw to see it empty. I see a yellow paper taped behind her door only to read...

If you're seeing this, just know I'm never coming back. There was no point in me staying here as I could see you weren't getting better, I knew, don't ask how but I knew. I knew there was something wrong with you to begin with, I knew, I feared one day you would kill me. One day that you'd slit my throat if I ever betrayed you. I know you'll wonder how I could leave so unexpectedly, and where would I go to but, I met this guy not long after your dad passed and gave me the most comfort anyone could ever get. He was so kind, he just reminded me so much of your father and every single day when id tell you id go to work, I'd just meet up with him, we'd take walks, go for dinner, and honestly he'd love my pain away. He would supply me with anything I wanted, but I didn't want you to meet him, because you'd hurt him for replacing your father. If you're thinking this is your fault, unfortunately it most definitely is, it is all your fault. If you weren't the way you was wed have a perfect family, if you weren't so fucked in the head, maybe i would be here right now, but the truth is, even if you were normal, id probably still leave, because any person would rather a good stable relationship than a fucked failure like you.

Don't bother trying to find me

Hira.

Wow, I just I-

I don't know what to think I just don't.

She was the only person I had left the only person I liked I- I

I walk into the kitchen and take a happy pill, just to attempt to change things. I wanted a new start i needed a new start, no one was here and i needed comfort the only last resort i had was

The internet.

This was my last resort, I needed comfort and I didn't care what form it was in,

I surfed the web for as many social apps and signed up with all of them filled in my profile and hopelessly waited for friend requests.

[3 Days Later]

I finally get the courage to check all my accounts, and see that I am flooded with 50+ Friend Requests, going through loads, I finally see a Party invite for someone's birthday which is really, really close to my house, and I see people from my school will attend, I felt like this is what I needed to be happy again,

Attempting to dress as well as I could and put my hair into the bun I always do slick my edges as well as I could and leave, The house party was very popular, loud music and tons of cars parked outside, "Keke do you love me" boomed out the speakers, and I could hear it from the outside, I recognized a few girls from my school, but some boys too, I felt thirsty so I went to go get a drink, but after a while the amount of drinks I got it soon went from 10 to 11. An unfamiliar face approached me.

"Hey, are you alright?"

"Fine." I replied.

"Are you sure, I'm worried its just you're so beautiful I've never seen anything that could compare to your beauty" He said.

"Thanks, " I replied.

It almost made me feel happy that someone would compliment me like that.

"Can I get you a drink?"

"Sure" I replied with a nod.

He soon returned from the crowd with a drink which I gulped down in one go, trying to squash all last feeling I had left in me

He insisted I tell him about myself, I tried to give him the most vague description possible, but 10 minutes later, I realized my vision began to blur and I found focusing very hard I tried to speak, but I couldn't, and as soon as I opened my mouth to speak everything went black.

I woke up in an unfamiliar setting and to my astonishment with no clothes on, in a familiar setting,

I see the man I talked to at the party last night and he sits on the bed faced away from me,

"Did you enjoy last night?" he asked

"Last night?"

"You know what happened don't act naive you tempted me and everything you wanted me to you really did don't act like you don't remember you know what get the fuck out."

I scrambled to find my clothes and left, just like that, I had no words to explain how I felt I was just, empty.

When I arrived home, I saw there was blood trickling down my leg, The truth was out in the open. I had to face it.

I was raped.