Old Friends

Everything to Me

You finished your shower only adding a few teardrops to the water supply. You turned off the water and stepped out of the stall. Using your towel you began to dry your hair as best you could and your body. Looking around you realized you hadn't brought any pajamas into the bathroom with you. For a second you considered just walking out and going to grab some clothes to sleep in. But looking down you caught sight of Deans shirt. You realized you were only punishing yourself more but you didn't care. Picking it up you put it on and buttoned it up. It came down to about mid thigh on you so you knew it would be comfortable to sleep in. Brushing your teeth and hair you decided you were finally ready to sleep.

You threw your dirty clothes into the hamper and opened the bathroom door, cutting off the light and stepping into your room you were ready to make a run for your bed when you realized it was already occupied. You froze where you stood. Dean looked up at you and seemed to freeze as well. Instantly his eyes clouded over with lust and he visibly swallowed. 

He seemed to drink in your appearance from your wet hair hanging loosely down your shoulders down your torso covered in his shirt and along your legs. Crossing your arms over your chest you looked down at the ground. "Dean what are you doing here," you said. Hearing your voice seemed to break him of the trance he was in. Slowly he stood up, "I wanted to talk to you."

Looking up at him you noticed a dark mark on the left side of his jaw. "What happened to your face?" Dean lifted a hand up to gently touch the sore spot, "That was a wakeup call, courtesy of your good friend Jordan." Your eyes widened, you'd never known Jordan to be violent towards anything but monsters. Dean slowly took a couple steps towards you, automatically you took a few back trying to keep the space between the two of you. "Dean I really don't feel like talking right now." You noticed he continued walking towards you so you turned to the right and began walking towards your dresser, "Besides im sure you don't want to keep your new blonde friend waiting too long."

You reached your dresser and put both hands on either side of it, leaning forward you tried to hide the tears that were threatening to spill over. Dammit you weren't going to cry in front of him! Sniffing and wiping a stray tear off your cheek you stood up straight and turned around, Dean was standing right behind you. He had never even made a sound while walking towards you. He was so close you could smell his scent, he always smelled like warm leather and aftershave. With him so close you had to tilt your head up to look at his face.

When you did look up you were surprised by what you saw, his eye were moist with unshed tears and he looked like he was in pain. Slowly and gently he lifted a hand to brush a strand of your hair behind your ear. "Y/N, you are the most stubborn, insane, and badass hunter I have ever met. But your also the kindest, funniest, and most caring woman I've ever met. Your incredibly beautiful and it kills me every time another man pays attention to you or makes you laugh or smile. I want to be the one who makes you happy and holds you close. I want to be the one you sing for and I want to be the one you love forever. Y/N you need to know tonight I was so angry. I thought you and Jordan were flirting with each other all night and I just got really petty and jealous. And for that I am so sorry."

 Your eyebrows scrunched up at his statement, "You didn't know Jordan was gay?" Dean dropped his hand and stepped back from you. "No," he rubbed both hands down his face and looked back at you. "All I saw today was another man showing you affection and you enjoying it. I wanted so badly to be the one laughing and flirting with you that I never stopped to realize what was right in front of me."

Dean walked back towards you until he was standing only inches from you and put his right hand on your waist while his left held your cheek. Looking into your eyes you noticed Dean looked tortured, "I only flirted with that girl tonight to get back at you, and I know it was stupid but I was hurting. Y/N when I picture myself happy, its with you. Always with you." You couldn't stop the tears that flowed now, Dean loved you! Yes he didn't actually say the words but you remembered Sam saying he never said that to anyone, not since his mom was the last person he ever told he loved them.

But looking into his eyes now you could see all the love he felt for you. Running your hands up his chest you wound them around his neck. "I love you too Dean Winchester," you smiled at him and couldn't believe this moment was actually happening. Deans face instantly brightened and he pulled you closer to him. Soft warm lips met yours. Almost in perfect sync you both pulled each other closer until there was no more room left between your bodies. 

The kiss started out slow but soon turned passionate, this was something you had both wanted for so long that the intensity of the moment only continued to rise. Pulling away for air you stared into each others eyes, both breathing heavily. Dean quickly slid both hands under your thighs and lifted you up onto the dresser.

You used your hands to pull on the back of his head and bring him back to your lips. He pressed himself as close as possible standing between your legs. He continued kissing you passionately, running his hands over your thighs and waist while trailing kisses down your neck and at the base of your throat where the shirt was unbuttoned. A moan escaped your lips and you tilted your head back to grant him better access while pulling on the hairs on the back of his neck. A low growl escaped his throat and you could feel his eagerness pressing against your inner thigh.

Suddenly you were nervous, you'd never done anything like this before. Dean seemed to sense your sudden hesitation and pulled back to look into your eyes. Bringing both hands up to cup your face he questioned you with the concern in his eyes.

 You bit your lip and looked down, "I just, um, I've never..."

 Realization dawned and Dean pressed a kiss to your forehead. "I won't do anything your not comfortable with baby. Just being here with you right now means everything to me."