You Loved I

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To the girl in 6th grade

The one who had no filter

The one who sat next to me

The one who changed her hair a lot 

The  one who always 'spilled the tea'



To the girl who may have stolen a pencil from me

I forgave you for everything 

 you made me believe that I was loved  

When you confessed to me that day

The one who was always in pain 

To The one who was brave enough to love me ..

...and say it and be okay.



Im sorry.



I'm sorry for me avoiding your love

I'm sorry for not caring enough

I'm sorry for being scared of what you tried to give

I say I'm sorry because I actually wanted your gift



To The girl with the gift of love and  decided to deliver it to me

I'm sorry for not accepting the package

I'm sorry for not receiving the right message



To the girl who has now left

And left me behind

I don't blame you

Because it wasn't you who left me but it was I who left you



You may have loved I

And I may have loved you



But that doesn't matter now since I've found you

But again I'm sorry because now you've moved on 

A new date - a partner who I never met, never knew 

I'm happy that you're happy and no longer in pain



I've heard many things that've changed in your life 

That you even became more tame, less insane

And I'm glad that you're still you even if you don't have a clue



To the girl in 6th grade

I'm happy to have met you

I'm happy to have been with you

I'm happy that you loved I

And I'm happy that I loved you



I'm sorry.


- Hai





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