The next day came quickly, and with a new demon threat rising up me, Cas and Sam began to deal with it. Of course my luck was never the best and when the whisps of demons attacked me I was left injured badly.
I tried to ignore the pain I was in as Cas and Sam ran to me but the pain never stopped, to the point where I began screaming...
But I may or may not have blacked out for a few minutes as I soon found myself upon Heaven surrounded by angels as I laid upon a makeshift bed.
The pain never ceased as they spoke with one another but upon every bone breaking in my body, my scream grew louder as I struggled for oxygen. And through a haze of tears I saw Lucifer run in with God.
"The deal I'll hold..."
God seemed to know what I spoke of and as he asked an angel to get rid of Sam, the pain increased before I succumbed to darkness.
And the pain increased once again, and I could feel my body trying to reject it. But I was sucked into the darkness as though it was my only form of relief.
I still couldn't breathe; it was a feeling all too common for me. But I could hear parts of the angels conversations-- asking why I was being turned into an immortal hunter. A warrior that helped serve Heaven just as they did.
:"We need more angels and as Dean is blinded by guilt I made a deal. A deal that seemed to come quicker than I anticipated.":
The voices faded away then and my lungs ached as oxygen burned away.
I didn't know how long had passed as I laid upon the makeshift bed dying. I tried to speak-to will the bubbles of air around me, to turn to whispers on my tongue but I failed. I couldn't reach out to Cas.
And then the fire danced and I heard the snap of bones coming ever closer.
I also had the whole sudden phantom arm thing, but gently I felt as though someone grabbed them.
And then it grew hotter by my heart, and as the flames licked at my chest I heard the snap of more bones mending themselves. But the flames made me plead for death, to wish myself erased from history instead of living through this endless pain.
The flames chewed at my stomach and shoulders, burning my face before my mind became clear.
I drifted through the endless darkness, stuck in fiery torture, with soundless shrieks. I had always known that angels could hear out thoughts and the fact that I was most likely tormenting them didn't help. But I couldn't stop internally screaming, begging for death as I laid paralysed. But the endless fire kept raging on and I wished I kept clinging to the darkness.
Again I didn't know how long had passed but the difference came as I could feel my body again. Everything but my back anyway but nevertheless it was still something, all though I refused to move in case I injured the people around me.
But my hearing got clearer and the silence around me helped me hear Sam's sobs. I could even smell his awful aftershave and it took every strength not to wrinkle my nose in disgust.
I could hear my shallow breathing that distracted me momentarily from the pain. From the fire that burned away at my shoulder blades and then it grew worse and I couldn't my internal screams to grow ever louder, the same happening with begging for death.
And then I heard it. I heard the sharp tear of flesh and then the flap of wings. Their was a few whispers on the beauty of them but I didn't dare listen to any spoilers. And then I felt pressure upon the inside of my wrist, as though someone was taking my pulse.
~"There's still no change father, we can't even read his mind."~
:"That's because I didn't want my children to be tormented by his screams.":
It was hard not to reach out to Cas or Michael, but I still stayed paralysed. My wings no longer moved.
But as the pain faded away from my shoulder blades it travelled downwards towards my back and once again I heard the sound of bones coming together. And then I felt it. I felt my back snap upwards, snapping my hips down on the table as the fire raced to my heart.
I managed to count the frantic beats, so much so I was scared it was going to rip out of my chest, but as I heard the intake of breath I soon heard the sound of people stepping away.
~"Father?"~
:"It's almost over, children come here. Bring Sam with you.":
My relief was overshadowed by the fore raging hotter than ever before but now despite my heartbeats growing more frantic than before I soon heard a stutter and three more thuds before it died.
My shallow breathing had stopped seconds later and then their was only Sam's breathing and the absence of pain. I waited a moment processing everything before my eyes snapped open to the images upon Heaven's ceiling...
