Death In My Heart ~ H2OVanoss

Death In My Heart - Final

Moo POV

Me and Scott sit and wait in a small corner shop. After killing Marcel, Scott looks like he's on edge. And me, apart from my feelings, nothing has changed.

I feel now is anger and now pain. Every time I kill someone, I feel weaker. Is it because I let something in me take over? "It's because they were your friends Brock." Scotty sighs while playing with the knife in his hand.

I grasp my gun in my hands on the verge of tears. 'I wasn't made to kill, I was made to love. But I've already broken that.'

"I just want to end it, just so I don't have to worry." I sniff burying my head in my hands.

Scotty sighs in disbelief. "Brock, killing Delirious won't make you feel any better. He might have made you kill Brian but... he saved your life. Doesn't that mean anything to you?"

"I guess..." I mumble.

I wriggle in my seat taking in the information as realisations fill me. "And he's lost people aswell. He's lost Mini, Wildcat, Marcel, Bryce, even though Bryce back stabbed him. He must be feeling something aswell." Scotty says while rubbing my back comfortingly.

"But he has Evan." I growl snapping out of it.

"I don't actually, not anymore."

I spin around to see Delirious leaning against the door frame sharpening his knife. But his voice sounds deeper and... blank. "What do you mean?" Scotty asks standing up.

"I left him about 2 months ago... well Jonathan did anyway." He chuckles deeply.

"Where's Jonathan?" Moo asks cautiously.

I see Delirious grimace from that name as he stands up straight. "Now I didn't just come here to chat. I'm also not the one to follow orders but... when it comes to killing, I'll joyfully do it." He grins ignoring my question.

"What do you mean?" Scotty mumbles stepping back.

Delirious starts walking towards us as a wider grin spreads across his face. "I wonder if Brian would be happy to see you Moo." He mutters.

"After you killed him, im not so sure..."

"H-how do you know..."

He stands infront of me and leans in my ear. "Hand me the gun." He whispers.

I feel my arm lift up, I can't control my own body, I can't stop. I hand him the gun, still looking into his eyes. He takes the gun and aims at Scott, taking him out with one bullet. When he leans back I snap back into reality. I look around, breathing heavily like I almost choked to death. I look at Scott, water filling my eyes. 'I did this, I broke Jonathan, I broke Evan. I broke myself.'

I feel the gun on my temple as I stay still, waiting, not fighting back. "I want this to be over." I whisper, before my vision turns black.

Delirious POV

Both the boys lay on the floor with blood surrounding them. I smile as I put my knife away. But just as I was about to leave I stumble. "Oh Jonny, sorry but... I have to deal with someone else first." I chuckle.

'No! Don't touch him! I didn't order you to do that!!'

"Unfortunately Jon you shouldn't have trusted me. Now your 'Evy' will have to pay."

'I swear if you touch him.'

"Don't worry Jonny, I'll make it slow and painful just for you. Now say goodbye, I have to destroy your single beam of hope. Your 'Evy bear'."

'I'm taking control before you could even look at him!'

"We'll se-."

Evan POV

2 months... how am I still alive. Suffering from depression, loneliness, worry. "Why do I still worry for him?"

'Because you love him.'

"But he left me."

'And you still love him.'

"When can I stop?"

'When you let go.'

My head pounded as the same words repeat over and over. 'Let him go, he's already over you.'

I keep staring up at the sky, the mix of grey and blue making me forget about reality. But he kept coming back... Jonathan, Jon, Jonny. I feel tears swell up again. 'Why can't I forget about him?!'

"Evan!!"

I spin around to see... nothing. "Don't stop Evan!!"

"Jonathan?!" I yell spinning around.

"Evan!! Wake up!"

I open my eyes to hear myself screaming. But when I look up, I see him. "J-Jon?" I breath.

Jonathan looks at me, worried. He pulls me into a hug as I start to cry. "Jon, I-I missed you so much." I sniff.

"Hph, I missed you to Evan."

*Bang!!*

Delirious/Jonathan POV

I giggle as I drop Evan's body on the floor. I relax my body as I let Jonathan come back.

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I breath, finally in control of my own body. I look around frantically trying to find Evan. But then I look down to see, I was too late. I lift his head up, he got shot in the heart. Tears stream down my face as I realize what just happened. I lower my head, my vision blurry. Just as I feel a hand coress my face. "E-Evan?" I sniff.

I look at him to see him looking at me, with his cute, safe and touching face. "I l-love... you..... Jonathan." He struggles to whisper.

"Don't l-leave me Evan." I cry feeling tears drop off my face.

"I'm sorry J-on, I can't stay..." He breaths out.

His eyes close as his last breath escapes his lips. "N-no..."

I hug him tighter in my chest. "I love you to E-Evan." I whisper.

I hear banging coming from the door as a few zombies try to get in. I don't move, not a muscle. "I'll never leave you. Not in a million years Evy Bear." I whisper again.

I feel Evan move in my arms. I keep my eyes closed as he growls. I feel him bite me. I don't care, I don't even flinch. As long as I'm with him. I don't care how I die. I cradle the undead Evan in my arms. Evan kept biting me but all I thought of before my vision went black was: 'Now I really do have Death In My Heart.'

-THE END

(Hope ye guys enjoyed dis book!! :). I was going to make this a two part but oh well. Sorry that this book is also shorter... I just wanted to finish it. And I remembered I made the last book a nice ending so I decided... you know. BAD ENDING FOR THIS ONE BECAUSE IM EVIL!!! At least they're together as zombies now... you know. Probably not going to post a new book for a time because I don't have any ideas yet :/. But once I do! I'll get it up as soon as possible. Anyway thanks for reading my book and see ya'll in the next one!!! :D)

~Bunny