Death In My Heart ~ H2OVanoss

Ladies First

Vanoss POV

I stare out of the window as the moon was the only light that filled my office. Many questions filled my mind making me getting lost in thought. I glance at Delirious every now and then to see him looking around in his seat and twiddling his thumbs. My emotions where going crazy in my head. 'Maybe I was a bit to hard on Ohm... I've never felt this feeling before. Guilt, regret, pain. People might think that I'm as hard as a rock. But some rocks break or might melt sooner or later. Like when I sometimes pull the trigger and kill a specific someone. My heart melts... And I try my best to hide my good side but... it's starting to grow on me. Am I going soft? Maybe...'

I hear the door open behind me as I hear a shuffle and then a thud. I also here a voice... that sounds familiar. "Ah! Can you fucking actually not throw people around?!"

"Ty, it's ok."

"Craig?!" Delirious gasped.

I heard more shuffling until they started to talk again. "I thought that they where going to kill you..." Delirious muffled.

I keep facing away from them as I hear the mild sounds of shuffling and chatter. I clear my throat as the sounds stop. "Hello, Wildcat. What might bring you to my office?" I turn around to face the three all looking at me.

"Look man, I just want to say sorry... I know that betraying you was bad and I understand why you would be pissed off at me. But all I want from you is... I want you to keep Mini safe. I again understand that you would be super pissed off at me so I don't want you to do anything for me. And also I cou-."

I silence him by pressing my finger against his lips. "It's ok, I know that your just trying to protect your friend or whatever. But Wildcat... why did you betray me in the first place?" I sighed.

Wildcat slowly lowered his head and as tears formed in his eyes. 'This is not like Wildcat at all.' I thought.

I put my hand on his shoulder and escorted him out of the room. We walk the dim hallways side by side. I stopped and faced him. "Please Wildcat... be honest. Back when this all was fine and the world was just starting to get infected. Would you have called me a friend?"

Wildcat looked straight in my painful eyes. His eyes where a mix with blue and a tint of green. But they looked regretful and confused. "T-the only reason I was pissed off at you was because... I was jealous."

My eyes widened as Wildcat looked at his feet and muttered. "What was that?" I asked suspiciously.

"I was jealous off you and Delirious!!" He yelled.

"Ever since you started eyeing that boy we started to losen up. I thought I had a chance with you... but the thing was... when you started to talk to me about him everytime when we started a conversation I would feel heartbroken. Because then I knew you wouldn't love me if he was in the way. So I set off with the others to hunt him down. I said to them that I wanted my freedom but I didn't want that. I wanted you." Tyler breathed and started to lightly cry. My eyebrows furrowed as I pull him into a hug.

I smile as I pull away. I wipe a tear from his face with my sleeve as he smiles back. "You don't have to worry anymore though. Delirious can have you now. I have someone special for my own." He blushed.

"Thanks for being honest though... knowing you I would have expected something very unrealistic." I chuckle.

Wildcat chuckled aswell and lightly punched my arm. "C'mon on then. Those 2 would be waiting for us." I wrap my arm around his shoulders as we walk back to my office.

Delirious POV

I sit in silence as I keep glancing over to Craig. "I feel bad... for Lui." I sighed breaking the silence.

Craig looked at me and raised an eyebrow. "I mean... he hates Vanoss and I'm like on his side now I think. He trusted me Craig..." I sniffed.

Craig walked up to me and put his hands on my shoulders. I look up to him to see a stern look on his face. "C'mon Delirious, to be honest Lui gets that for leaving us in everyones dust back at the hospital. 10 minutes of talking to a person isn't going to affect the rest off your life. And anyway what has Lui done for me and you?"

"Umm... he's been supportive I guess." I mutter.

Craig crossed his arms and raised and eyebrow. "Delirious, we have so many other things to worry about and that person is one of them. Both of us already have enough dirt on our hands. Lets just not make it worse." He stepped back and turned around.

I try to take in what Craig just said when suddenly the door opens. I look up to see both of them walk back in. Vanoss goes to his desk and typed somethings in. "Ok, Wildcat and..." He looks at Craig waiting for a name.

"Just call me Mini." Craig smiled.

Vanoss nodded and typed some more things in. "You 2 will be staying in  premium room number 999 on floor 10. I just sent a message so just go to the door and a guard should be there to give you your key." Vanoss stated.

Both of them nodded and left the room leaving me alone with Vanoss. "W-what about me?" I asked.

Vanoss snickered under his mask. He reached in his drawer and grabbed a key ring. "You baby boy will be staying with me. In my room."

I slightly blush under my own mask as Vanoss walks towards me and grabs my hand. My eyes widen as I blush more. I stand up as we exit the office as it gets locked straight after. 'He's just perfect... I just wish I could look into those chocolate brown eyes again. When ever I do, I feel like im melting... melting for him.'

We get into the elevator hand in hand until we arrive in the top floor. "Floor 11." The elevator says.

We walked down a hallway to be greeted with a door with golden rims. Vanoss unlocks it and steps aside. "Ladies first."

(Hey guys!!! Sorry I only post like once everyone week Dx. I'm just getting bombarded with tests right now because it's close to the end of year. When the summer holidays come though I will be posting more often!!. Even thought this book will probably be over by then lol. Anyway see ya'll in the next part!! :D)