Death In My Heart ~ H2OVanoss

Delirious

Jonathan POV

I dress back in my clothes as I feel overwhelmed from what just happened. But something didn't feel right to me...

I look back at Evan to see him putting his shirt on. I feel my face heat up when I see his stomach and chest. I turn away and smile. I open the door to realize something. 'Where's Marcel?'

I look frantically around the small room he was in. "What's wrong Jon?" Evan asks walking out the back room.

"Marcel's gone."

Evan looks at where Marcel sat, too see nothing apart a small puddle of blood, from the wound. He looks at me with a worried expression. "H-he couldn't have just vanished!" Evan exclaims.

I breath out while rubbing my head. My eyes widen as I slowly realize. "I see what he's doing."

Evan looks at me with a questioning expression. "What?"

I look at Evan, with a sad look on my face. "Evan, it makes so much sense. We're dropping like flies. First Mini, then Wildcat, now Marcel. It's only going to be time until, he comes for one of us. He's doing this to make our group weaker. Until there's only one left..."

Evan looks at the floor in sadness as he remembers. "What are we going to do then?" He murmers.

My heart feels like dying for what I'm about to do. I slowly walk up to him and grasp his hands in mine. "Evan, I think it's time. We both knew... they we wouldn't last. I love you Evan but... if we stay together, if one of us gets hurt... so will the other, emotionally."

I look up to his face to see him full of tears. "Jon, I-."

I quickly hug him tightly around the waist before he says anymore. "I'm sorry Ev." I whisper.

He wraps his arms around me and hugs me back as I feel tears roll down my cheeks. I finally let go of out of the embrace to look at him. He corresses my face gently as he wipes a tear off. I see him show a fake smile. I grasp his hand from my face to hold them. I feel my grip letting go as I slowly step away. "Goodbye Evan." I croak.

I turn around and walk to the door. Not daring to look back. More tears streaming down my face as I start to run. Running from my problems. Running from him.

Evan POV

I watch Jonathan run away as I just stand there... frozen. He's gone. Never to be seen again. Forgotton, lost, scared. "Goodbye Jon, and good luck." I whisper to myself.

I feel drained as I walk out the door and go the opposite way. I past many buildings and trashed cars. Lucky enough it was the mid-morning so no zombies where out. 'How did it go to shit so quick?'

I remember sitting in my dark office. Unsociable, dark and locked in. But then I remember the times before that. With Wildcat, just chilling out and getting in trouble with the others. It was fun, even if we were killing or stealing. But then, I look around. I look at the broken windows, cars and buildings. Dead trees, animals and people. I miss everyone, I even miss Jon already. 'What does he expect?! Just to forget about eachother?'

I look up as a massive shadow looms over me. It was my building. Where it all started. I walk in to see the building which was completely destroyed. I feel tears in my eyes as I see all of my work. Destroyed. I walk inside to see ashes, glass, metal and brick scattered all over the place. It was quiet and still. I felt like giving up... and letting go.

Marcel POV (before all the shit happened.)

I sit there awkwardly, listening to whatever the fuck the two where doing to eachother in the other room. I hear the door slowly open as I quickly turn my head. I instantly get a piece of cloth in my mouth and my hands held up above my head. I glare at the person who walks inside. Moo smiles at me and notices moans and thudding coming from the door. He walks close to the door and mimes putting his hand up against his mouth. Then he silently laughs. I growl at him as he finishes. He walks towards me and places a knife to my throat. "Looks like someone's having fun in there." He smirks.

I growl at him as he orders what looks like, "Scott?!" I muffle under the cloth.

He looks at me with sad but betrayed eyes. I look down from him as he picks me up. I bite onto the cloth when pain comes from my leg. Scotty drags me out of the pharmacy following Moo. We enter a back yard of someones house. It had high spiky fences, reminds me of a prison. I get thrown in as I hear the lock go off. "Well Marcel, I'm sorry I have to do this, you could've been a great partner. But you decided to join Delirious, biggest mistake of your life. So... goodbye." He chuckles walking away.

Scott glaces at me one last time with the same eyes before following after Moo. I look around confused until I hear a growl from the shadows. I slowly shuffle back against a fence as more growls where heard. But then the sun went out. Clouds block the sun making it darker. 'Oh no.'

I feel myself shake as zombies start to crawl and limp towards me. I can't move from my leg and I can't fight back. I see them get closer, lusting for my fresh meat. I feel tears roll down my face as I curl up into a ball. I feel them get closer and biting me. Giving me a slow and painful death, as they ate me alive.

~~~~~2 Months Later~~~~~

Jonathan POV

I felt stronger, braver fearless, but lost, painful, crazy. I have a little companion with me. I can't get rid off him. I don't know how. I like to talk to him every now and then. He puts me off all those bad things in life. Like him. 'I told you not to think about him Jonathan.'

"I'm sorry."

He also helps me fight better. He's like my best friend. From the months alone he keeps me company. I sometimes rememeber  of the guy called Evan. But whenever I do. It's always the same. "I'm sorry Delirious."

(Special part!!!! Still have a whole week here but... oh well xD. Anyway thanks for 1k views on this book and see yaas!!!! :D)

~Bunny