Half a heart(Harry Styles)

Chapter 14-Dont let go

Liam (POV)

we all rushed into the hospital we were all worried "Tessa Young "I yelled "sir she is currently in surgery you will have to wait in a waiting room "she said not looking at us we all walked there  sat down we all had tears in our eyes even Harry "do you think she's ok "sniffed Niall I looked at him to see his eyes slightly red I hoped so "she will Niall Tessa is a strong girl "I told him hugging him a bit .

it's been hours and we haven't heard anything "Tessa Young "a doctor yelled we shot up and rushed towards him I shushed the boys so he could talk he cleared his throat

"Tessa was in a very bad car accident with a drunk driver "he explained we gasped car crash

"she came in and we did surgery right away glass from the the other vehicle punctured her stomach and she lost blood quickly her car did flip about 5 times and into a ditch "he paused I looked at the boys and they had tears running down their face I gulped

"we stiched her up she has a few open cuts on her face and arms that we stiched as well she has a fractured 3 ribs, has a major concussion, fractured leg and wrist and has major brusing all over we did lose her once on the operating table but because her body can't take all that's she's been through so we put her into a medical indused coma and now it's up to her to recover and wake up "he finished giving us a sad look I saw Harry go pale "can we go see her"stuttered Zayn the doctor nodded and pointed us to the ICU I gulped I walked in and gasped she was bruised all over she had stitches and had some cloth wraps around her head and cuts she had a cast on her left wrist and one on her right leg and a bandage with blood on it over her stomach I heard a sob and a thud I looked and was shocked the sob came from Harry I had hope but I was stupid if anything this affects Harry more even if he just made a sound The boys rushed to his side while I stood there staring at Tessa

"you said she would be fine Liam "Niall said sadly I looked at him then back to Tess then to the boys I leaned against the wall "we ignored her today and that's the last thing we did with her"i whispered I was in shock.

Zayn (POV)

Liam thought it was a good idea if we all talked to her so I went first I sat down by her and I gently grabbed her right hand I had tears in my eyes "Hey Tessa I well we all need you all you did was bring joy and light wherever you went you helped us believe it or not we all were at each others throats but you brought us back together I know the whole thing with Harry you think it's your fault but it's not I just want to let you know that I love you Tessa as a sister of course "I finished and chuckled I got up and kissed her head softly.

Niall (POV)

"Tessa I'm sorry you probably think we ignored you on purpose but we all thought you were coming back we were wrong of course I miss you already Tessa I miss our little fights over breakfast you always make things amusing and your the only one who will take me out to eat without complaining even if I ate already Tessa I know your in pain and you c-can't go just hold on "I left out her room with tears down my face and I went over and sat with Zayn.

Liam (POV)

"Tessa I love you we all do gosh when we all first met you wow we're you something I guess I just miss your presence in general because everything you did brought a smile on everyone's face even if you weren't feeling good you are very talented and you can't let go yet "

Louis (POV)

  "Hey Tess we ignored you today and that's not the right way to say goodbye I remember our first concert together in the dressing room we had fun jumping off couches having a small food fight and yelling out the the lyrics to our favorite songs you need to pull through you can't leave yet remember we all want to live forever young so pull through love "I kissed her cheek and I walked out

Harry (POV)

I walked into her room I couldn't look at her she was hurt and I've been mean and selfish to her and the lads I had to talk for her because the real Harry wasn't selfish at all no matter what

"Hey Tess I'm talking I wish you were here so you could hear me that kiss it was great it reminded me of our first kiss together remember although I just don't think we can be together I just like our friendship even if we haven't had much of it I'm sorry for hurting you just because you were only looking out for me I love you Tessa don't let go please for all of us your the one that keeps us sain and motivated you help bring smiles to our faces and the Tessa in the magazines and TV is not the girl they make her out to be this Tessa is the real one "I leaned against the chair and held her hand and I sang to her softly

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you I'll set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start.

"Tessa maybe there could be an us someday "I whispered in her ear my eyes widened and I ran out as soon as I heard the beep from the heart monitor "Help somebody we need a doctor "I yelled  the boys eyes widened the nurses and doctors all came running in I ran in but they pushed me back "Don't leave Tessa dont let go "I yelled as the boys held me back I ran to the window and had tears streaming down my face

"Clear"he yelled as they put the chest paddles on her and her chest went up I shook my head and banged on the window as they did it over and over again

"Oh Harry its ok "I heard a familiar voice I turned around and hugged my sister Gemma "I came as soon as I heard "Gemma she's dying and all I've been to her Is cruel "I cried but my knees buckled as I heard the doctor say "Time of death 9:30 pm December 19 "and I feel to the floor crying I slowly looked up to see Zayn in the chair looking shocked but tears ran down his face and then I saw a brunette running "Louis tell me it's not true "she yelled trying to contain her sobs

she marched until her room and I heard yelling

Eleanor (POV)

I marched into her room and walked over to me I slapped her "don't you dare leave me with them Tess you bitch wake up please your not dead your just not we need you you can't leave Liam, Zayn, Niall, Louis and especially Harry "I yelled I fell on her body and sobbed "Look its Channing Tatum "I whispered as I cried

Tessa (POV)

I woke up laying in soft glistening green grass with Daisy's all over I got up and saw Sarah my sister I ran towards her and hugged her "Sarah I missed you "I whispered "Am I dead "I asked looking around

she shook her head "No your not its called the in between and Tess it's not your time you can't die yet there may be bad times but your life is going to be filled with Happiness and Harry you can't leave him just yet "she spoke smiling at me

I shook my head  "No Sarah it's all a mess I want to stay with you you left why can't I go with you "I cried she frowned "I wasn't happy but you can't make the same mistake your happy "she spoke softly I looked at her my beautiful older sister "wasn't I enough didn't I make you happy "I told her sadly she looked me in the eye and hugged me "just seeing you was all I needed to make me happy but you have to go back for me "she whispered kissing my forehead I nodded "I love you "I told her she blew a kiss and then I screamed the pain was unbelievable it hurt so much I was suffering it was all black "look its Channing Tatum "I heard my lovely Eleanor say and my eyes snapped open "you liar he's not here "I said my voice cracking her head snapped up "Tessa "she yelled hugging me gently I groaned a little and then the boys came running in they hugged me one by one and while I was in my coma I could hear everything "Tessa "Harry mumbled into my hair .And at that moment I felt like everything was perfect but I should have known life for me isn't always perfect.