username BLACK

Chapter 1

1. A Long Day

3 months before

I quite hate the fact that good guys are ignored while assholes get the girls. I mean why? Hey, I have better grades, probably I'll get paid better than Mr six pack, and I'll have a big car and a big house. I had all the potential, all the energy in the world but Mr six packs had balls. He could walk there for her and seriously kick some ass. He could break a rib or two with one hand while texting with other. Well me? I would rather negotiate and try not to get beaten to pulp, but this doesn't make me less qualified. Does it?

Sitting in the library was a sport to me. Collecting information and using it on unsuspecting victims. I still remember how I decided to synthesize napalm for science project after taking a good read about it in a history book. They never knew that one could make it out of hair gel and gasoline. Even though it got me and my team detained for a whole week, but you know it was fun after it didn't stop burning in water. A year later after I graduated school. My principal's dog went missing. Reports were filed, enquiries were done. How could it disappear? It was a giant German shepherd, a big fluffy guy. Three days later, on a fine Monday morning, I secretly delivered the dog to her. It was burnt with military grade napalm. All of its royal white fur burnt and fused to his body. It was hard to synthesize that kind of thing at home but some good knowledge of chemistry and lenient parents come in handy. The problem? You just can't do that to classmates. Classmates were humans. That would be classified as murder, a brutal one.

In college, I liked this girl. A nerd like me, just much more normal and closer to reality. What fucked me up was the fact that she had a boyfriend. She was too nerd to have a boyfriend! I once heard nerds don't get laid but I get things are different when it comes to girls. I was 5'7", 144 pounds and he was 6'3", heavily built damn!, I envied him for that but my genes had fucked me up.

I used to end up in the library when I was not attending the classes. All those books fancied me but today was different. Today I couldn't concentrate on book, today even the machine mechanics was not able to provide me that mental orgasm that I wanted. I peeked through the book, she was sitting there, reading something about structures. Her hair was wet. I could smell it from this far, the shampoo she had used. She smelled of strawberry and I felt hungry. For next 23 seconds, it was me ogling her. I wondered what attracted me towards her. Though scientifically it was all oxytocin that was messing with me but I wanted to go deeper into the philosophical side of it. She was ordinary, small, a bit hairy and not very beautiful, or the kind of lady one would fall for. What was it? The dick itch or something beyond it? I wanted to prove my all messed up and calculative brain that I had other organs too in body like my heart and my dick, that there's a world outside quantum physics and fluid mechanics. 23 seconds is all it took for me to finalise it was something more than the dick itch, but I guess it was too late because after 23 seconds, I was struggling with pawan Krishna, her boyfriend.

"You'll be served properly today you son of a.." He yelled as he entered the library with his gang of nuts. "You'll remember today, bitch."

Catching me by the collar, he pushed me down the bench. I hated what I saw there, spiders. I wanted to retort but I was a nerd. I felt apathy. My hands fell like noodles on his face, no harm, he felt nothing, he was enjoying the fight while I was enduring it. Punching me in the belly and then a big fat one on my face. His punches fell on me like bill Clinton's nutsack on Monica's chin, but these were harder and hurt more. He threw me over the tables as the librarian ran to call for help. I could't help but defend my fucking face, I love my face.

"I was... I was..."I tried explaining but all that he heard was "blah blah!!"

"You was! you was checking her ass."