41 poetries

#20

Darkness isn't dark

I'm not a little girl
But my heart acts as
I'm not a teenager
But my mind acts like
I'm passing by crossing moments in life.
I met wishes, yearns, pain, pleasure, amusement .
It's my last my world is jet dark
(luckily my favorite colour at least)
If you see, I've to live in darkness.
Everything I felt was against me,
A day came when I could see nothing
And just a cage in which I was trapped.
Then one dawn in school
I read a poem in which it was written
That my age is the age of all this
And one have to decide the way of the path.
I then realized that darkness isn't dark,
It's a modern world so why not to use it,
I put on the lights to see through this.
I met blessings, I bow down ,
I'm glad that God ought me now .
Currently I'm surely aware of it all
That everything occurs for something ......
Some are to motivate,
To make us brave,
To help us to compete dilemma,
To set up an example,
To make proud ,my seniors.
The blessings revealed I'm not alone,
It makes me feel like a kid is in my heart
That tells me the world isn't dark everytime.
It makes me feel that I don't have to be
Harshly harder aching all the time
When I can be happily reach my dreams.
My life isn't dark cuz it's black,
Which is recently my favorite color,
Now it's not that I'm "hopeless"
Because Allah didn't pore pain's
Beyond my limits of bearing.
I'm positive all day long
But being a human I too get 'down'.
.......still it's just sill
To know about your power and courage.
As long as I live I'll always give my smile
To see others happy visages.
Indeed, I'm stronger brave
And full of ambivert sprinkle of craziness.
I am and I'll stay powerful for the ones
Who expect from me and stand for me.
I'm not a black hole nor I'm a star
But I'm what 'I am'
I'm unique and a rare girl to find.
I proudly say that my 'lifelines'(friends)
Made me what I am.......
And top listed in my agenda
Is God, Jesus, Allah ,
Or whatever you call our maker,
I respectfully thank the energy
For everything it did, doing and will do for me.
I feel as if the blessings is my assay
And an elevator for my aim.

-misskanishka