Hostage - Larry Stylinon AU

first day of freedom

*Harry's POV*

we were sitting in a car and I was just sitting there with my mouth open and it was too hard to think. I was sitting in a car with my mom ,not the people that kidnapped me but with my mother. This changed so quick and I still had the feeling of being locked in ,that I was not allowed to talk at all. But I could, I could talk and everything but I was still used to the fact that I would get beat up.

we arrived at the place I could call home, and I didn't really notice that the car had stopped. It was when my mom opened the car door for me I knew we were there.

It was weird to go to a place that I had lived in for 10 years and then haven't been there for 9 years and then come back and call it home again.

My mom opened the door and she walked in assuming that I was following her. I stood still in the hallway until I heard my mom "Harry, darling, do you want anything to eat or drink?" It's hard to believe someone was actually asking me that. When I was locked they would just give me a little piece of dry bread once in a while. 2 times in the week we got some vegetables to keep us "a bit healty".

"Euhh y-yes please ma'am" then she turned to me with a shocked face and ran towards me while I thought she was going to punch me, she actually hugged me and whispered "ooh honey please sweetheart dont be scared you can call me mom and dont be so neat" It felt awkward to hug her, we haven't seen each other in 9 years and I haven't hugged anyone within those years but I did my best.

I was watching tv when mom called me to come sit at the dining table. I obeyed her and walked to the table and sat down.

"Honey you can eat it you dont need permission for that" I picked up my fork and ate the food from my plate ,I didn't know the name of it.

As I took the first bite ,I moaned at the taste and I heard my mom sigh "Harry what did they give you to eat there?" She asked concerned. I contemplated on telling her the truth or say something so she wouldn't freak out too much. I decided on telling the truth, she looks like a caring and trustworthy woman after all. "Little pieces of dry bread and we got vegetables twice a week." She gasped. "Ooh Harry baby is that all you got those 9 years ,I am so sorry so so so sorry" I shook my head "dont be sorry there is nothing you could do" we ate the rest of the food in silence and watched some tv after.

I felt sorry for my mom. I didn't tell her much and apparently she felt like it was her fault.

She was showing me where my room and the bathroom were. "I thought you might like a nice shower." She smiled warmly at me "I'm really glad I'm back here with you again mom, and please don't apologize for anything that has happened again. It's not your fault." She gave me a hug and told me she was oh so happy to have me back too and then let me go to take a shower.

After I had a shower I was just so tired of everything that happened today. I walked to my mother and she was crying "mom why are you crying?" She just pulled me in another hug. The hug lasted quite long nd before she released me she whispered "I missed you so much" she sounded so sad thay it almost broke my heart "lets just go to bed ok?" All the response I got was a nod.

I walked into my own room but kept hearing my mom's sobs and whines so I walked into her room and lay down next to her.

"I dont want you to sleep alone and I dont want to sleep alone either " she nodded and smiled really wide "yeah please do that I love you so much" "I love you too" I closed my eyes and then it hit me, school. I kept thinking for about an hour and finally got too tired and fell asleep.

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The next morning I woke up and my mom was not next to me. I didn't really dream but this was the first time in 9 years that I had slept good. I turned to the clock and it said 2 o'clock ,wow I had slept for 15 hours.

I decided to get up after 10 minutes of doing nothing in bed. "Mom?" I walked down the stairs and saw she was making something to eat "Harry sit down I have food for you ,did you sleep well?" I smiled at how caring she was "Yes I did, for the first time in ages, and you?" She turned around and smiled at me " woke up a bit early but besides that, yes I did, it was nice having you next to me" I want to tell her, tell her what happened all of it I know she is curious and she wants to know "mom do you wanna know what they did to me ?" She thought for a while before she answered "only if you want to tell me" she deserves to know but I don't think I'm ready yet. And thats exactly what I told her and she was very understanding. I promised I would tell her when I'm ready though.

After a 20minutes of talking she said "I have to go grocery shopping and you are coming with me because I dont want you alone already and I dont want to be away from you aswell"

We arrived at the store and to be honest, it was amazing. They have so many stuff here and it's massive. I haven't been out of the basement a lot, and if I was, I sat in the van with tinted windows. This was the first time grocery shopping in ages.I actually forgot about it.

People where laughing at me because I was stuck to my mothers side, to scared to let go and be taken away again.

We walked around the store for about 30 minutes and were now in the queue. Mom insisted on buying food I wanted to eat.

We where on our way home again and I was stunned by all the changes in this city because I remember alot of it but yeah it just changed alot and we still lived in the same house.

I helped mom unpacking and she thought it would be a great idea to make lunch  together, so that's what we did. It was silent the whole time."Harry, do you want to go to a therapist?" She asked it kind of cautious, as if she was afraid I would freak out. "I can always try ,maybe it helps"she nodded "good because then I can make an appointment" that's it, when the appointment is made I'll have to talk to a stranger about what happened. Well first i'd have to trust him, but well if you don't shoot its always missed.

"Your appointment is Thursday! " my mom said from the livingroom

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