*Harry's POV*
I woke up around half past ten this morning, when my mum called me that breakfast was ready. So I jumped out of bed and saw the light from my phone flash when I opened it, it was a text from Louis
'Goodmorning Harry you can come for a visit whenever you're ready today, I have nothing to do today.' Shit, I still had to tell my mum. I hope she doesn't mind too much. I texted him a quick okay back.
"Goodmorning mum" she was making the table for breakfast "goodmorning Harry, any plans for today" I sat down and picked up a piece of bread "well actually I wanted to ask you if I could go to louis' " she thought for a moment "do you wanna tell him something?" she asked with a suprised tone "no, just wanna hang out with him" you call it that right? "Oh that's okay honey." She looked a bit confused as to why I would want to hang out with my therapist but well, I just happen to have a really nice therapist I guess. And therapists can be friends too, right?
"Do you wanna walk yourself or do I have to walk with you?" she said with a sad tone "the people that kidnapped me are in jail, right?" she nodded "then I want to walk myself, because you cant follow me everywhere I go" she nodded and smiled "you're right sweetheart, how late did you two wanna meet?" "He texted me that I could come when I was ready, so im about half an hour" she nodded and I stood up to go and get changed. Just something easy and warm. I said goodbye to my mum and texted him to let him know I was on my way.
I was walking on the street and there was absolutly no one except for an old lady who was walking her dog.
When i arrived at the flat I saw him stand on his balcony smiling at me " hi Harry !" he screamed "hi Louis ,can I come in?" he nodded "ooh yeah sorry ofcourse, hang on be there in a minute" he walked in the door and I could hear him go off the stairs and humming a song, I finally saw him and when he saw me he laughed and did the door open "hello Harry " he gave me a hug and with this one I didn't feel the need to get out of it, at all. "Hello Louis" I wispered in his ear and he shiverd against me. We both didn't release and then we heard someone clear his throat from behind us. Which made us release in shock "sorry mister" he said with a frown on his face and stepped aside "should we go upstairs?" I saw the man shake his head on his way to his car "yeah okay" we walked upstairs and I was looking at my feet but I could feel Louis looking at me "what ?" he quickly turned his head "what what? " he asked "why where you looking at me? " he was blushing now "I wasn't looking at you " he was lying " don't lie to me" he opened the door of his appartment " okay I was looking at you becauseyou'rekindofbeautifull" he whispered the last bit and I couldn't make out what he said "what did you say?" he did as he didn't hear me but I know he did "do you want a drink Harry?" he dodged off the question "yes please " he chuckled "what do you want I have coke, tea, water, beer" wait i'm 19 I can drink beer if I want "I have never tasted beer" he handed me a can and I took a sip, whilst he grabbed one for himself. It didn't taste disgusting, I kinda liked it "yeah i'll have a beer " he chuckled again "okay, does your mom have a problem with it?" we sat down on the couch and he was pretty close to me "i'm nineteen I can have beer if I want" he nodded and gave me a smile.
It was actually quiet for a while time and he was just looking at me, after 20 seconds of complete quietness he stood up and leaned over to push the botton for the television, with his bum in my direction "like the view Harry?" he said and directly did his hand over his mouth "sorry that wasn't supposed to go out of my mouth " like the view? What view? His ass? Um it was kind of a nice view I guess. " you don't have to say sorry, I didn't even get what you said " he sat next to me again this time even closer than before "okay, what would you like to play ?" he handed me a few games "this one is a horror game so it's a bit scary, and this one is a detective game so you'll have to solve alot of mysteries, and the rest is action and stuff like that" I really didn't have a clue which one to chose. "hmm the horror sounds appealing, haven't seen one in forever and back then I thought everything was scary" he was having a soft smile one his lips "okay, i'll have to say that this one is kind of scary actually" I nodded and he did the disc 'silenthill' in the xbox? yeah the xbox. when he was seated next to me again he started the game and a video of the beginning of the game started playing, someone woke up in an abandoned amusement park or something.
"okay here you have the console and walk around for a bit" he handed me the console and Istarted pressing on buttons, "no you have to do it like this " he was standing on the couch and stood behind me before he sat down with one of his legs on each side of my body, he layed his hands on top of mine and started pressing the right buttons for me to move, he let go of my hands after a minute or two and that didn't feel good but ooh well. he was still behind me and his arms where resting on my legs and giving them a soft rub. I was just walking around but my mind wasn't with the game "Harry watch out!" i saw a thing running towards me and clicked pauze whilst jumping backwards "Harry you're squishing me" I heard from behind me "ooh sorry Lou" I turned my head around "Lou ? are you calling me that now? " he said with a blush "i'm sorry, you don't like it ?" he nodded "I do like it ".
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4 hours and 3 games later.
"Harry this is not your talent sweetheart" he has called me sweetheart a couple of times already and yes that makes my heart race i've come to a conclusion : I like him more than a friend. "Lou can I go to the bathroom?" he nodded and I walked towards it. His toilet smelled nice and it was a bit smaller then the one we have at home.
after I was done I sat down next to him again and he looked at me with this soft grin again and it made me feel really giddy "Louis? I think I like you" his grin turned into a huge smile "as in a friend or?" he turned as red as I was I think "no more than a friend " he gave me a hug "Harry I think we have the same feeling for eachother here" he whispered. I tightened the hug "good because I think it will be awkward if you wouldn't"
He let go of me and crisscrossed his legs so he could look at me, I did the same. He stared at me and I couldn't help but think about how cute he looked. His face just seemed to scream how happy he was. "Harry have you ever kissed before?" I shook my head and looked at my hands, I felt a finger on my chin lifting my head up. "Don't be ashamed, never be ashamed with telling me something please" I smiled and nodded. "Harry sweetheart look at me " I looked right in his beautifull blue eyes "Louis can I tell my mum this?" He thought about it for a while and finally said "I'm scared she'll look for another therapist sweetheart." And then I won't have an excuse to be here anymore.. and to judge from her look from this morning she might not even like it if I see Louis other than during therapy "you're right, i'm not telling her" he was still smiling and he was looking at my hands before he took one and interwined our fingers "does she check your phone?" he asked whilst he was still looking at our hands and smiling like crazy "no not that I know" he nodded "we can at least keep texting then if it all goes wrong" why would it go wrong? She doesn't seem like the person to get mad at me for liking a guy. But what would I know, I dont know what makes her happy or mad "okay I wont tell her" maybe later.
He stood up and walked to the kitchen leaving me in the room "Harry do you want something to drink or eat? I have crisps " I walked to the kitchen and he had already poured the crisps in a bowl "yes please" he motioned for me to go back to the livingroom and grabbed a can of coke. We sat down on the sofa and he turned the tv on. We just sat and ate our crisps, which were very tasty by the way. After a while there was a commercial about this new movie and he asked "Harry, have you ever been to the cinema?" "Not that I can remember, why?" wait maybe that one time but I cant really remember it "you want to go there?" I dont know do I ? " I dont even know which film to go to" he grabbed his phone and opened an app for what I suppose is an app for the cinema. He clicked on a photo and gave me his phone "read it and tell me if you like it." i read it and asked him what maze meant because the name of the film was ' the mazerunner' he explained to me that it meant the same as labyrinth and i did know what labyrinth meant. "What is a labyrinth?" I felt so stupid that i had to ask that but he understood why right. So he typed it in on his phone and showed me a picture n a labyrinth. It looked like there was no way out..
"Okay I want to go to that film , have you watched it already?" he shook his head "no but I heard it was a pretty good film" I nodded and gave him a little okay. "When do you want to go?" he asked "I don't know I should ask my mother first " he nodded "don't tell her that it's a date" a date ? Does he see it as a date "is it a date ?" he blushed and nodded "only if you want it to be " he said very quiet but I could just make something from what he said "okay it's a date" I said with a smile.
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Hostage - Larry Stylinon AU
FanficI was locked in a basement for 9 years, missed alot in that time alot of education and friends espacially a lot of Love. Nobody here gave a shit about me and I was scared, scared that I would be raped again or be abused again. I cant go outside I...