i woke up to see riley sitting at my dressing table. she saw me awake and rushed over to me.
"sarah told me everything. im so so sorry" i sat up and she hugged me.
"its okay. shes gone now. for good" i whispered. my voice had gone a bit shaky and low.
"so..." she climbed into bed with me. "i heard what you said about me"
"you did?" i grinned. she nodded.
"even though i was an asshole to you twice, i was helpful - that makes me really happy" she smiled.
"i was hesitating to stay your friend. but if it wasn't for you...i wouldn't be who i am today" i said.
i miss her.
wait what. alexa.
what are you saying?
"so...hows tamika?" i asked, trying to convince myself.
"she dumped me" she shrugged. she leaned forward and kissed my lips gently. "we can still make out and be best friends" she grinned.
i laughed.
"i'd like that i miss us"
"me too. we were cute" she replies. we both giggled.
"i don't know. i just came to realisation that...you've treated me right. and anyone im with...i want them to treat me how you have"
"i mean...i miss us. but i cheated on you. thats so unforgivable" she said.
"you've changed a lot this past year. i know you wouldn't do it again. but...i think i need time to myself. but im up for make out sessions" i joked. riley got up and locked my door. she sat on my lap and locked our lips together.
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high hopes | brendon urie
أدب الهواة"if i killed myself tonight, the stars would still appear, the sun would still come out, the earth would still rotate, the seasons would still change, so why not brendon?" tw mental health, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, homophobia
