LOVE SICK! - 처음이었죠

oo2 ; Guardian Angel

"I just can't take this anymore, God." Eunji weeped as she looked down from the tall towering building. 

It has been a year since she heard the news of her hopeless life. Each day of the short year losing it's signifigance. It finally rose up to this day that it's about time for her to finally put an end to all of this. Eunji couldn't be strong anymore. She couldn't bear false hope thay was given to her, she knew now that there was nothing the doctors could do at this point.  

At some times she would regret these thoughts of death, but she knew that she still couldn't live anyway if she didn' t think them. 

That's when one night, Eunji has decided that she should end it all.  

She couldn't wait any longer for a miracle to come.  

She couldn't hope any longer for another heart and she knew that she wouldn't survive anyway.  

She thought long and hard that final day. 

Eunji decided to live that day to the fullest and then do what she has planned to end her meaningless life.

"Umma.. Appa.. I love you.. And I'm sorry I couldn't be a strong-hearted daughter for you.. " Eunji whispered into the wind as she stood up high on the edge of the the tall hospital building. 

"God, thank you for my life. I hope you welcome me in your arms.." Eunji cried as she took a deep breath. She didn't bother looking down at the chaotic sight of the loud road of Seoul. 

"Goodbye..world," Eunji slowly closed her eyes, ready for her final fall. 

She felt the breeze of the silent cold wind flow through herself. She raises her arms out to the side, welcoming that calm and assuring wind, as if it were to catch her after her fall. But Eunji knew no one would, she knew she would die in an instant as she fell down the tall building.  

A small thought popped up in her head, it was of her parents and her bestfriends, Bomi and Naeun at her funeral. They were all wearing black, crying in each other's arms. 

Eunji pushed away that thought. 

She was ready to die. 

She knew it from the beginning of her life that she would. 

She definitely knew she would after being diagnosed with chronic heart disease. 

Eunji stepped on the concrete balcony. With her flexibility, she successfully raised both legs over the railing and now was on the other side of it. 

She gripped on the metal cold railing, taking deep calm breaths as she took a glance below at the chaotic Seoul traffic. 

She closed her eyes, ready for the jump.

One.

Two.

Three..

"Wait!" a deep voice bellowed. 

Eunji froze as she was preparing to jump.  

What now..? Eunji thought, not expecting someone to actually stop her from jumping off the huge gigantic hospital building. 

"What do you want?" Eunji murmured. She stayed concentrated on her barefooted feet.  

"You..You should get down from there..It's too dangerous," the deep voice worriedly replied. 

Eunji sighed, "What if I don't want to? What if I just want to end-" 

"Don't say that." he sternly whispered. 

All of a sudden, Eunji felt a presence behind her. It felt warm and bubbly. He smelled of a forest and fancy cologne. For some odd reason, it made Eunji feel weak. 

The warm person brought her into his tight embrace. She felt a tear trickle down her cheeks as the person breathed into her neck. 

"Please don't..Don't die, Miss.." the deep voice breathed into her ear, sending a chilling sensation down Eunji's neck. 

"N-No! I have to..I'm going to die anyway!" Eunji stuttered, trying with all her willpower to ignore the alluring mysterious voice. 

All of a sudden, she felt a pair of strong arms lift up her light weak body and met eyes with the most hottest guy she ever laid her eyes on. 

The faint moonlight lit up his face, highlighting his face to make it visible to Eunji's eyes. He had dark rich caramel eyes that gleamed with compassion, worry and.. grief. His full lucious lips were curled into a small mischevious smirk, sending chills down Eunji's back. The gentleman's face was framed by his soft dark chocolate hair that flew gracefully in the wind. 

Eunji blinked. Is this real? Did she die already? Is she in heaven now? 

"Are you.. Are you an angel?" Eunji breathed out as he swept a strand of her hair away from her face. 

He grinned another dazzling smile as a tear fell down his jaw, "No, Eunji..I'm not just any angel. I'm your beloved guardian angel,"

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sorry for the short chappies! i'll try to make them longer ~ c: