Fell For My Bestfriend

chapter 1

Emily's POV

"You know Troy I am so happy for you... I am really excited for you as well... Like come on people all across the globe will know about you.. you will produce music, go to places, meet new people, make new friends, it just sounds so damn exciting..." I told him..
"Yeah I know even I can't wait for my life to just start but Em honestly and in absolute seriousness I am too damn scared what if things go wrong ?? What if I screw up?? What if I am kicked out of the band by the other boys??" He said looking at me..
"Troy Maxwell you are not a screw up neither will the boys kick you out of the band... You know you guys are more like brothers than friends... And brothers never turn their back on each other... And as for you being scared... Then don't ... I will see you out their performing and living your dreams..." I said while cupping his face with my hands...
"Troy get down the boys are here..." His mum yelled
"Coming Mum.. I will be right there...  Hey Em can you help me with the bags...??"
"You didn't have to ask I was gonna do it anyway..." I said and picked up one of the bags...
"Thanks man.."
"Um Troy did you take everything? Wallet? Passport?? Toiletries?? Charger?? Phone?? Money??" I asked
"Yeah everything done..." He said and together we both went down...
"Ok mum I am leaving" he said and went to her... I was standing with the rest of the boys...
"Hey Em come here..." I went near him and he hugged me as well I hugged him back... "Listen to me don't forget to call me or text me... Feel free to do that anytime of the day... Eat properly and do your work properly... Don't drop out from school... I know you are struggling everyday... But please manage and please for Christ sakes don't cut... It's scary as hell... I don't want anything to happen to you... I can't live with that.. promise me you won't do that again...??" He said looking at me, his eyes desperate for an answer
"Promise I won't and please take care of yourself as well... Now go or else you'll be late..." I said and literally pushed him out of the door.... The other boys were laughing behind me... I went and hugged all of them... Christian, Theo and Alex...
Christian was the drummer, Theo was the bassist, Alex was the guitarist and Troy was the lead vocalist... I knew all of them as they were all from my school... And we all practically grew up together... Seeing them chasing their dreams and finally turning it into reality was mesmerizing... Tears slipped from my eyes as I felt so proud for the boys... They got inside the car and drove off... Troy's mum and I we both were standing outside... Tears kept falling from Mrs. Maxwell's eyes as she saw her son go outside into the world and do what he does best... And I was crying as I saw my best friend in the whole world leave...
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This was something that had happened 6 years ago... A lot has changed since then for the better and worse... I witnessed the harsh realities of life... It has made me stronger... But it has also broken me from inside...
Letters were written, voicemails were left untouched and two flowers just withered away due to the harsh winter as it did not have the strength to face it... !!
Today I will tell you everything that I have done over the past years since his departure from my life...