Dont Like Being Alone

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*Big Cat's Pov*
Y/n read to me I watched as her eyes flicked across the page and her lip's moved as her soothing voice told the story. All to soon the chapter was over. It wasn't just the fact that y/n was reading to me, but I actually liked the story and wanted to keep hearing it, y/n was a wonderful add to this. Well more like the story was a wonderful add the only reason I wanted her to read it in the first place is because I wanted to spend more time with her. My hand wrapped around her shoulder.
"One more chapter" I said.
I hated how it sounded desperate when I said it. Well I guess it was kind of, I didn't wanna go back to my lonely house anyway, I'd rather stay here all night with y/n reading to me or us just talking.
"Aren't you tired?" she said with a soft groan.
"A little... but I kinda wanna stay here with you so just one more chapter please" I said.
She smiled at me and started reading again. I was glade that she didn't try to kick me out or tell me to leave. I watched her beautiful eyes. They were slightly tired but still hade a bit of excitement in them as the next chapter unfolded. I knew it had been at least two hours of reading but it still only felt like a couple seconds.
"Do you like your cage?" she ask as she closed the book.
I was taken back by this question. I thought for a bit, even though and first thing to come to my mind was no, it wasn't bad but... I kinda just hated the fact that I was always dressed up in some stupid costume. It was all kinda of a huge blow to my confidence. I looked at her, did she really wanna hear that?
"Truthfully?" I said still putting some thought into it.
"Yes..." she said turning to look at me.
"Well... I mean it's not bad, it's a bit small but I don't care much, that doesn't bother me as much as the costumes Rob forces me in" I say looking down slightly.
"You ever think of saying no?" she asks.
"I've tried... but in the end he some how gets me in a costume" I say with a small sigh.
"Like?" she asked with a small smile.
"Well... The Bleeding frog mascot, he asked me if I wanted to be apart of it part of the Bleeding Frogs. You know, I thought I maybe fun so I said yes... I just wanted to be apart of something they were doing... And I guess I was, but not in the way I wanted... I was hoping you know maybe they would have me play an instrument or something but instead they stuck me in that stupid Kermit out fit spry painted the suit with me in it and had me hop around like an idiot to there music" I said looking down.
"I think Kermit's pretty cool" she said with a small smile.
I blushed lightly.
"But did you have fun?" She asked.
"I guess I did" I smiled "but still I hate getting into though's stupid costumes" I said rolling my eyes.
"Well how about this... if dad make's you get in a costume I'll find the costume he's making you get in and get into it too" she said with a smile.
"You would do that?" I said not believing it.
"Yes... I pinky promise so it can't be broken" she said holding up her pinky.
I almost laughed at this childish gesture. But I held it back and wrapped my pinky around her's with a smile.
"I know it's childish, but mom always use to say that pinky promises can't be broken... and I haven't broke one yet" she said with a small smile.
"I trust you" I said leaning forward and kissing her forehead.
She smiled and hugged me pulling me down with he as she laid down. I laid next to her. She scooted closer and cuddled into me. I hesitated a moment but wrapped my arm's around her body.
"What are you doing?" I asked probably sounding like an idiot.
"You said you don't like being alone right?" She said.
"Hate it" I mumbled.
"Well you don't have to be... at least not tonight" she said looking up at me with tired eyes.
"What do you mean?" I said a million things racing threw my head at once.
"You can sleep here, with me" she said cuddling closer.
I smiled and reached over turning off her light leaving us in complete darkness. I held her closer to me wanting the contact, needing it. I closed my eyes softly drifting to sleep.

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