I love you ✉ | Jinsoo Short Story [COMPLETED]

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There was always this one small part of me that thought or at least hoped that you had small feelings for me.

That one small hope that I had destroyed me.

Seeing you act so nice with other girls makes me feel useless.

I haven't let go of you but is that really my fault? Is falling in love with somebody our faults?

I see you a lot considering our families know each other and it hurts.

It hurts a lot seeing you have many new friends, most being pretty girls.

They seem better than I could ever be. I mean who would want a mess up like me?

I honestly though somewhere in your cold heart, I was there.

Maybe that's why you couldn't stop talking crap about me but maybe I was just always wrong.

When was I not?

I saw you today with a girl at the park since our siblings has baseball practice together. She was very pretty and seemed very nice.

I tried being mad but I just couldn't because she was such a good person. I could never be mad at her.

When I found out all that stuff, all my hope completely faded into thin air.

You look at her with so much affection, it hurts.

I've tried my hardest. Will you ever like me? I should just give up.

What's the use in competeing when I already know i'm not going to win?

I was the one who loved you even though you gave me a million reasons not to, so why?

Some people will stay in your heart, but they won't stay in your life and you're one of those people.

It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today.

I love you, but I don't want to,

Kim Seokjin.