I love you ✉ | Jinsoo Short Story [COMPLETED]

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Sometimes I open up to you which is really hard for me to do but then, you just break my heart.

I told you I liked you. 

   I told you a lot of things others don't know but you didn't care on single bit. I told you that I can't be myself around you. 

   Then finally, when I actually felt comfortable around you and acted like my real self, you didn't like me. 

   You thought I was annoying. I have got that from a lot of people so why did it only hurt when you said it yourself.

Because I love you.

But what hurt me the most were the words you said to me.....

"and you wonder why I don't like you." 

I tried to hold it in and act fine but the second you were gone, I cried. I cried in front of everyone and made a fool out of myself. 

I don't want to love you. Loving you is a living nightmare. 

I don't want to like you but my heart has a different plan. It hurts me but I still love you Kim Seokjin.

Even though I knew from the very start, 

that there is someone who owns my heart

even if I see you're not sitting next to me,

I'm still hoping that one day you will be.  

Unfortunately, I love you.