Love Is Such A Ugly Thing

Can I help you?

 
"Max! Wait up!" I scream and he turns around. Me and Max started hanging out more, Adrian says it's cool that his boyfriend and best friend are hanging out.

"Hey Diana how was your night, sorry I didn't reply I was so busy watching you tube. I watching this guy who does conspiracy theories and there so creepy on how accurate they are!" He tells me with his eyes wide which makes me laugh.

"Are you doing anything this Friday?" I asked which makes him nod "yeah I'm going on a date with Adrian what about you?" He asked with a smile which makes me frown "I have no plans what so ever, it sucks that you have the love of your life while I'm just here!" I scream so loud everyone turns around I glare and they turn back.

  "Don't worry little pudding cup I'm sure someone will want you." He says padding my head like a dog, "I'm like a damsel without her prince." I say while walk in the front doors, everyone stares but we're pretty use to it by now.

"Sneak Attack!" I hear and then feel a heavy weight on my back. I look up to see Alondra with Bella walking behind her. "She looks like a grown baby, honey all you need is a pacifier." Max says which makes us all laugh but it quickly dies down when I see her.

Natasha. She was the one that was flirting with Austin and was Adrian's ex. "Well if it isn't little miss thotty, sorry but we don't have any guys you can seduce." Max hisses which makes Natasha glare "just walking by Maxie don't get your panties in a bunch. Besides its not like would get flustered you always were a drag queen only you weren't a queen." She says annoyed which makes Max rolls his eyes, "well I better go Diana is giving me glares and I wonder why, oh its because I flirted with your boyfriend by the way he is such a great person in bed right?"

My blood was boiling but I remained calm "please Natasha I don't care about Austin, my mom always told me to give my unused toys to the less fortunate. So really you should be thanking me because I gave you someone you can afford." I say walking away like I dont care but inside she died in 27 ways.

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I walk into class and sit in the back row with Alondra and Bella. I see them walk in and I go on my phone and text the group chat.

Diana: puedes hablar conmigo
     (Can you talk with me)

  Alondra: Los chicos nos estate mirando!
  (The guys are looking at us)

Bella: son tan asquerosos quiero vomitar
(There so gross Imma throw up)

Max: hay por Dios ignore a los chicos
  (Oh my god ignore the guys)

Adrian: callate porfavor estamos en classes
(Please shut up were in class for God sake)

  I laugh and focus on class which was advance algebra. I hear the bell ring and everyone leaves, I suddenly feel someone pull my arm and I see a familiar face. "Can I help you?" I asked annoyed I see Austin with a serious face "I just wanna say that I'm sorry." He says with no emotion what so ever "of what?" I asked innocently and he rolls his eyes "I know it's you Diana, cut it with the bullshit!" He screams which caught me off guard, "I'm fucking tired of you ignoring me, and are you seriously with the fake name how old are 5?" He screams and that got me mad he was in no position to be scream at me.

"Really Austin your screaming at me who the fuck do you think you are! I see you flirting with another girl right after you told me you loved me! I am not just some kind of play thing!" Tears started forming in my eyes and I started to back away while he came towards me.

"I thought we could work out our relationship. I thought that your gang would be the problem but turns out it was you and your filthy ways!" I was stopped by a desk and Austin already cornered me "you can't just play with my feelings telling me you love me then go with a girl, especially ones like that! I don't wanna be second best Austin and I finally found friends who show me that." I whisper the last sentence, Austin hugs me and I try to push back but he's my weakness and I can't do it.

"You don't know how long I missed you babygirl." He whispers playing with my hair, "I'm sorry what I said it wasn't my position to say that but I only did it because it was strictly business, I would never want to hurt you. I hurt you and I was never the same again, I had no emotion but then I finally found you. My princesses."

  I push him "y-you can't do that Austin, and don't give me that lame excuse of using no emotion." I say with anger and no more tears and I see his eyes change color a new kind of color I've never seen before. "I've killed people and ain't never felt guilty, you changed me to a whole new person." He says and I put my boots down to reveal a gun and I point it at him. He kept walking closer but I just wouldn't shoot, I thought he was gonna scare me but he did so much worse.

He got me by the neck my back leaning to the wall, he carried me up and I could barely breathe. I hear gun shots and see the whole school running. I look at Austin and he is still looking at me not paying attention, I shoot his leg which makes him let go.

I hide my gun and start running not even looking back. When I stop running and enter a Walmart and see students crying and calling there parents. That's when I realize we had a school shooting, I try to text my friends but theydon't answer. I then think on texting my driver, he meets me here and I tell him to drive. Not to my house but to Max's, when we arrive I quickly get out and run to the apartment. I knock on a black wooden door and see Adrian and he is so happy to see me, I hug him and walk in. I see all my friends Bella runs up to me but she didn't hug me she just stared at me, I look at what she was staring at and it was my neck. I look at a mirror and see it was black and blue all bruised up.

I see Alondra walking up to me "who did that to you?" She says and I try to think of a lie "I must of caught some disease or something I don't know." She looks at me like I'm stupid "don't try me with that bullshit where the fuck did you get that?!" She screams and I look down "I got attacked by Austin." I whisper but they still heard me "how?!" Max says now coming in the conversation, I explain what happened and they have a face that could murder someone. "He is going to pay."

Austin POV

I look around and I see my foot has been shot. I try to stand up but it was useless, I look outside to see a dead body. I try to stand up again and walk to the doorframe and I see 2 more dead bodies, I feel a tap on my shoulder and see Daniel as his cheerful self "hey dude let's go Omar said were going to the beach today." He says ignoring the fact of the dead bodies, he starts walking stepping on some of the bodies  he looks at me and smiles "dude come on we don't wanna make your brother mad" he says with a grin and keeps walking and I start questioning.

Hello world what's up! I know it's pretty intense. I just wanna say hi and bye.

Fact about me:

  Im afraid of dolls and puppets just the look on there faces

Random quote:

If you don't love yourself, how the hell you gonna love somebody else?! -Rupaul