Afraid To Fall

10

*Anisa's POV*

I felt James' lips brush against my neck and I giggled because it tickled.

"Is it ok if i kiss you?" He asked.

Gee, such a good way to ruin the moment. I smiled and nodded. He leaned in again until his soft lips were brushing up against mine. He pushed his tongue out into my mouth, I didn't hesitate.

He began to slowly slip his hand under my top and I began shaking. He pulled away and let out a little laugh.

"Aw, you're so...virgin" he laughed but I frowned. "Don't worry babe, it's cute" we both laughed before sitting back down on the sofa. I rested my head gently against his shoulder and he put his arms around my waist. Who was this guy? Whoever it was I definitely liked this side of him much better. I think I'm falling in love with him...but I don't think I can, because what if this doesn't last? He'll probably go back to being a dick.

Reckless by You Me At Six starts playing as James pulls out his phone. I couldn't help but look down to see Tony was calling.

James smiled at me and answered his phone.

"Yep...No...Maybe...Alright..What time? 7..ok bye"

"Anisa c'mon come with me." James instructed.

"Where are we going?" I asked, a little worried.

"Don't worry, just come with me" he said sounding frustrated.

I let go of all my worries and followed him. We left my house and got in his car and pulled up outside his house. He grabbed my hand and took me upstairs into the guest bedroom. It was a nice teal colour with a walk in wardrobe. He took me into the wardrobe and took me to where there was a lot of different dresses hung up. He must've brought a lot of girls over to have all these dresses stored up. He pulled out a short red dress.

"Go and wear this" he demanded. Was he taking me on a date or something? I went into the bathroom and got changed. The dress fitted perfectley.

I walked into the room with my hands trying to keep the dress in place. James looked over and his jaw dropped.

"Can you zip it up for me at the back please?" I asked.

His hands traced up my back and the zipper moved up.

"James where are we going?" I enquired.

"Tony's party"

"NO! We can't go there. What are you doing? You know I can't go...they all hate my guts"

"I said you're coming and that's that" he said, seemingly annoyed.

He gave me some silver heels that belonged to his mum. We had the same size feet, so it fitted perfectley as well.

As he pulled me on top of his bike I remembered about my mum and she'd be coming home soon. I gotta go home.

"James my mu-" I started speaking but he cut me off.

"You don't have to worry I said. I checked your phone and she said to go and stay the night at Felice's. Your mum has went to stay with your auntie and she'll be back tomorrow after work so you can just come home with me after the party."

"Oh...ok" I sighed.

*At the party*

We walked into a average sized house and as expected, it was packed with people. Bodys were squashed against each other as you tried to walk past. The smell of alcohol was overwhelming and made me feel kinda funny.

I turned around to try and find James. I was in a place where I didn't belong and I need some safety. I spotted James with some girl who I think is Laura, Ashleigh's best friend.

Before I got my head around what I was seeing and where I was a cold hand reached onto my shoulder.

Oh, of course it was Tony. Ew, shivers went down my spine. He really was horrid. Both personality and looks. He had dark blonde hair with an ugly shade of green coloured eyes. So many girls are crazy for him, but not me. He's an idiot, just like the rest of his "crew".

"We're playing truth or dare downstairs, come and join us babe" he winked at me. The drink had obviously went to his head.

I, for some reason agreed and went downstairs with him. I was kinda glad since it reeked of alcohol, sweat and cigarettes upstairs.

There was 6 of us sat down ready for a game of truth and dare. There was Ashleigh, Joseph, Laura, James, Tony, a guy called Richard and me. My thoughts fly back to the last time I played this game. When I did the "almost-naked handstand" in front of my sworn enemy.

"Ok..I'll start" Tony laughed. "Anisa"...Of course it would be me! I don't know if I should play this game or not, but if I back out they'll tease me even more and I really can't be bothered for any more of their shit.

"Truth or dare" He asks.

"Ahaha she's a wimp Tony, she's choosing truth" Ashleigh said giggling.

"Dare" I bite back.

"Ok, let James take your virginity upstairs. Right now"