Heat Of The Moment-Noel Gallagher

Chapter 14

And I'm back at it again...I'm really trying to get as many updates out as possible to make up for the months i've spent not updating. Hopefully this on is going to have a lot more action/ drama than the last one. Even though I do loveee writing all fluff.  Also, I just wanna clear up that this is pretty behind with the time period. It's probably just a little before he released 'who built the moon?' Anyway, Enjoy...or don't XXX

Marley's POV:

So, you know how only days ago I'd been whole heartedly convinced that I was happy with my life? And that the main stream media had given up caring about mine and Noel's relationship? 

I was wrong! So very fuckin' wrong! 

If I'd thought before that my life was falling apart then I have no idea what to think this was. Armageddon? Things truly were turning to absolute shit and the only person I had to get me through that was Noel. The man who'd been the cause of this entire problem! The few people that I could still call my friends after the first news article wanted nothing to do with me anymore, my own Father wouldn't return my calls despite the fact he'd previously been trying to contact me for months. 

I couldn't deal with all this! I was so young! So innocent and clueless. I didn't have a very stable mind at the best of times but now my world had come crashing down, I was at breaking point. 

The story where the media had somehow managed to identify me through my Instagram account was blowing up. Fans of Noel all around the world seemed to know my name already- some despising me and some making a feeble attempt at sticking up for me. Tabloids were writing that they had proof I was a 'gold digger' after talking to my so called friends!

 It was all way to overwhelming!

And to top things off, for the first time since the 90s and the height of brit pop, reporters were waiting long hours outsides Noel's home. Waiting on answers that they would never receive...

It was what many would call a media storm- and I wasn't in the eye of it! I was swirling round and round in the strongest part of the madness simply because I had fallen for somebody they say I shouldn't have. 

And I was having second thoughts as to wether I should continue falling for him...

It was an afternoon and I was sitting in my bed, the curtains drawn and almost all the lights shut off as I kept my eyes fixated on the wall. Noel was sitting with me, his gaze stuck to the inside of a bottle as he swilled its alcoholic contents around. We'd been sat in silence for what seemed like forever, hardly acknowledging each others presence as thoughts ran through our minds. 

I was in the brink of a complete and utter mental breakdown and I was only young, I shouldn't be going through all this! Especially when I had no family or mates to support me, just the cause of my problem. 

I didn't know if I could keep up with this relationship any longer. If ending us meant ending the problems, then I thought it was worth it. I wasn't in my right mind, but then again I never was!

After a little more silence, I heard a cough and Noel's voice broke through the air. 

"This aint fun is it?" I heard him mumble before chuckling awkwardly. 

I kept my eyes on the wall!

"I mean, that's a bit of an understatement! It's fuckin' hell on earth sometimes. Must especially be like that for you, aint never been through this before 'ave yer?"

Eyes on the wall! 

"And you shouldn't 'ave too! You're only young, you didn't ask for this. Maybe I did, allowing us to happen...I don't know. Sometimes I reckon I've made a mistake with ya but then I think, how can fallin' in love be a mistake? How can being so in love with a girl suddenly become fuckin' forbidden? That shouldn't happen! You aint a mistake to me, you're one of the best things to ever happen..."