Sanctuary ☠ l.h.

Nine

I wake up at about one in the afternoon alone in Luke's bed. I decide to get up to see if Michael was home yet.

I walk out of Luke's room to hear an almost completely silent apartment. The only things I could hear were soft- grunts? I follow the grunts to the room next to Luke's and open the door, the grunts getting louder. I walk into the bathroom to find Ashton wanking

"Ashton oh my god!" I shout, covering my eyes. I hear him shift and tell me to open my eyes. I hesitantly open them, seeing Ashton softly rub his member.

"Ashton what are you-" Ashton cuts me off, suddenly making me feel uncomfortable.

"You're so fucking hot."

"Ashton thanks but I'm with-"

"You're with who? You and Michael haven't quite officially broke up yet, and you've just been fucking

Luke. Am I right?" Ashton snaps, smirking.

"Ashton.. Yeah, but.. Wait why are you even talking to me while jerking off? That's kind of weird.. I'm gonna go now. Sorry for walking in on you." I begin to walk towards the door but Ashton shuts and locks it.

"Not until we're done."

"Ash, I'm not I'm the mood for jokes! Now let me out please." I beg, beginning to get nervous.

Ashton leans down to my ear and whispers, "I'm not letting you out until we're done, Stella. So you do as I say or it's going to be worse on your part."

Ashton smashes me against the floor and begins to make me feel like a worthless human being, by taking away the one special thing that only belonged to Luke.

"Alright," Ashton breathes, climbing off of me after about thirty minutes. "You're free to go. Thanks slut." He pushes me out of the door and winks, shutting it behind him.

Naked, I crawl to Luke's room and slide on some of his boxers and his famous, 'Destroy Yourself- See Who Gives a fuck' shirt and sit against the closet door crying. I hear the main door open but pay no mind too it, and start crying even harder. I hear a soft knock on the door and invite them in.

Michael walks through the door with a whole new look. Lilac hair, an eyebrow piercing, and a new tattoo.

"Stella?" Michael looks at me worriedly.

I just look up, pouting. Never in millions of years would I have thought of Ashton to do that.

"What's wrong, hon?" Michael kneels down next to me and places a hand on my shoulder.

I look up, and think if I should tell him or not. As much as I didn't want to, I decide that it's for the best.

"Michael, when I woke up no one was home but I heard something that turned out to be Ash wanking and I know this because I accidentally walked in on him and he-"

"Fuck, Stella what did he do?" Michael asks suspiciously.

"I was getting to that," I say. "He tied me down and.." I look away and choke up, no longer able to continue.

"You're fucking kidding me? Right?" Michael says, standing up and storming out of the door. As soon as I start running after him Luke and Calum walk into the apartment and see me running into Ashton's room behind Michael.

We walk into Michael grabbing Ashton by the shirt collar and slamming him against the wall.

"What the fuck Ashton? What the absolute hell were you thinking? Raping her? Taking advantage of her?" Michael shouts, veins bulging out of his neck.

The word 'rape' catches Luke and Calum's attention because they start shouting at him, too. Especially Luke. Luke pushes Michael aside and slams Ashton on the ground. He climbs on top of Ashton and starts pounding his face in with his fists.

"Fuck you Ashton!" Luke screams, still throwing punches.

"Luke!" I cry, trying to pull him off of Ashton. "Please, stop it it's fine really it's not a big deal-"

I feel a hand on my shoulder

and look at Calum. Calum leads me into the living room and sits with me on the couch, holding me as I cry.

"These past few days," I whimper, "Have gone so terribly wrong Calum." He strokes my hair and continuously kisses my forehead.

"It'll be okay, babe I promise." He says just as another loud crash sounds through the big apartment, making me jump.

"Calum what's happening?" I raise up.

"Nothing, everything's okay-"

Another loud crash followed by Luke screaming and Michael chasing Ashton out into the halls.

"Luke!" I jump up off the couch next to Calum and run towards my boyfriend. He's laying on the floor holding right under his left ribs, his hands and fingers covered in blood.

"Oh my god Luke!" I begin to shake, move Luke's hands away looking at a big piece of sharp glass in Luke's abdomen. "What happened?" Luke doesn't answer. He just lays there helplessly.

"Calum!," I scream. "Calum! Come in here! Please!" Calum runs in here and immediately pulls out his phone, dialling 911.

(A/N: this sucks so bad oh my god I'm so sorry)

"Mrs?" The doctor at the hospital snaps me out of my daydreaming and leads me into Luke's hospital room. "Well, Miss"

"Ramos." I give him my last name.

"Miss Ramos, Luke is doing fine, he just needed a few stitches and staples, and some gauze was put on his wound. Here's his prescription for pain medicine. Just call us if you need anything alright?"

I nod and grab Luke's hand, intertwining our fingers.

When we walk out of the hospital and towards the car, Luke begins blaming himself for everything that happened.

"Luke, baby, stop. It's not your fault alright?" I say. "You guys go on tour in two weeks, I just want to remember happy memories when you guys leave for nearly a year alright? I'm gonna miss you like fuck, Luke. You have no idea. So please, please, please don't blame yourself for all of this alright baby?"

Luke looks at me, realising that there are actually two more weeks left. Two more weeks to be together before they all go away for almost one year.

I drive all the way back to the apartment and Luke immediately sits on the couch and turns on the telly. Calum's at Gabbie's house explaining why he wasn't there earlier, and Michael and Ashton are probably making up at a bar.

So it's just Luke and I, again.

"I wanna be alone." I say, grabbing a Naked juice out of the fridge and I walk into Luke and I's room and shut the door. Luke walks to the door and tries to open it, but realises quickly that I've locked it.

I feel like nothing. Like a speck of dust in the universe. I feel worthless and I want to be completely alone.

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sorry this was boring its like 2am and I have to wake up at like 7 for warped tour day 2 ugh kill me

no but really sorry this sucked

peace out girl scouts